I heard that name
That name
That name
I hate that name
It always drowns my heart
You look at me seeing her
The longing in each eye
She is now ashes upon a self
You CANNOT gain her forgiveness
DON'T
DON'T
DON'T LOOK AT ME SADLY
She died forgetting herself
Her mind a maze of pain
How she wished for love
She screamed lonely
Fighting for a love not worth it
Always forgetting the ones before her
They were never enough
She gave her children their middle names
Lynn, for the selfish sister
Ann, for the absent mother
She killed herself
Killed herself with a name
I knew her not
She stayed hidden in her maze
I know this now
I have always known
I just couldn't accept the truth
She gave up before our births
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
Do you hear me
Do you hear me
Do you hear me, MARCY
I CANNOT SPEAK THAT NAME
It hurts writing it out
Step one in moving forward
MARCY
MARCY
MARCY
MARCY
FUCKING MARCY
