A sea crashes through my chest
It makes me breathless
I can't do this
I can't handle the rush
I can't find deep breathes
The sea beats ruthlessly
Its anger overwhelming
I fall within it's depths
I will go unnoticed
What is a paycheck worth
Nothing as the sea takes me
Loneliness surrounds my heart
Bitterness once more claws skin
I have become a hurricane
I will invade every shore
Destruction is my purpose
I want each tear
I want each scream
I want each hopeless thought
If I take them
Maybe I will be whole
I hate halves
I hate cut downs
I hate missing you
Why do I miss you
It makes no sense
In life you cared not for me
Why do I miss you
You hated me
You spoke such horror
You beat me down
Why do I miss you
Just tell me
Why do I miss you
