I have hated you
Hated you forever
I'm afraid
You will be my only family
I will never love you
Every time you speak
I see red
I refuse you
Those apologies
Fall on death ears
They all say forgiveness
Like it is the only answer
I will burn
Burn in hell
For not forgiving you
I will happily take that fate
When left with you
Life for me will extinguish
I now find no point
When you go
The end will be written
I shall have nothing left
My friends
Always say I have them
They are near
Our lives go down different paths
Their futures are abundant
Mine is black
Light fled years ago
They know nothing
I gave up
That's what I do
It is the worst untruth
I fight until the bitter end
This time is different
I have lost my hate
My angry rage
Now there is a deep sadness
How it consumes
It grows with each tear
Dragging yourself along harder
The fake smile evaporates
That hidden you
Not so hidden
Five people scream their love
It falls from each crack
Sometimes It's not enough
The broken roads shattered
You have ran out of asfalt
We all have an end
It takes us young
At times very old
The first breath
For many in the womb
I will stand back
I will say everything is peachy
You won't ever know the truth
Even if you do
You will tell yourself
She is strong
She will win
She will always be fine
I was fine
When I had my hate
I do truly miss it
It gave me a meaning
Helped me keep walking
Now I will sleep
I hope never to wake
With my luck
Waking will punch me
How I hate waking
