I can't handle you
You kill me
Every word you speak a knife
You don't understand
It hurts my heart
All I hold for you is anger
It blooms within me
Once upon a time
You followed me like the scent of lilies
It was just the two of us
The world forgotten as you giggled
You slept under my bed like a monster
You couldn't be without me
I once loved you
That love has sailed away
I hate you now
Being with you is a nightmare
I just wish upon a star
Hoping one day
I will disappear
Never to shed another tear
I have lost so many
I deserve freedom
I deserve a day without yelling
Without the anger
Without the chain smoking
Without the hatred
I have forgotten how to be me
I lost her along the way
I was robbed
I don't know how to find her
She is lost in the darkness
I'll never stop seeking her
I know she is out there
Waiting for me
Someday we will find each other
Someday
Someday
Someday
