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chaeyoung's
I haven't had a proper sleep ever since my first meet with him , the pretty looking guy.
the image of him is all over my head , that smile that he gave me , kept on replaying in my head and one of the reason why I am smiling like a total creep , while screaming into my pillow.
" he's so cute. " I breath out.
that devilish smile he gave me at the balcony , for sure has a meaning behind it , and I'm curious about it.
well , I've been rejected before and that's the reason why I didn't want to catch feeling for him, i don't want any hope .
the fact that I expect love to hurt , is pretty fucked up.
I don't what to repeat the pain that he did to me , it brings to much pain to me.
park chanyeol.
The way I pursued him once in the past and was brutally rejected by him.
I've liked him for years and to be return with so much hatred is just a total plot twist.
The gaze that he gave me to me on that day , is still stuck in my head and for sure it is still fresh as if all of that had happened yesterday.
the look of saying "you're disgusting ".
but then , he went for a second chance, desperately asking me to accept him after what he himself said of how stupid he was.
i was too hurt.
and I couldn't bear the pain anymore.
but i can feel he's the one , the stupid guy that makes me think of him over and over again.
and I might be wrong but is it hurt to try ?
i stare onto the ceiling , blankly as the silence conquer the whole room , the only think could be heard , was my heavy breathing.
