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twenty-seven

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chaeyoung's

it has been two days since i last saw jeongguk .

since i last woke up with a husband that truly loves me. I've been missing him a lot lately and I did was search for him everyday
but not today since i unfortunately get sick
and the doctor told me that the cause of it is stress and my lack of sleep.

i never sleep well ever since he goes and not to forget about not going out of the bed and wearing his clothes, just to remind me of how i am to blame that this happens. i
hope he misses me too and not stopping on loving me. and i want him to come.

i wanted you to come . please come back to me, gguk.

now it's late at night as i only stare at our
wedding pictures that is hang on the wall with our smile so wide that maybe it could hurts us but we were happy and now we're
not. a drop of tear falls from my eyes, rolling to my cheeks smoothly.

i went into the bed slowly while coughing,
pulling the duvet over me to keep me warm now that his hugs no longer existed it hurts me more. as i close my eyes slowly, the sound of the door downstairs could be heard from upstairs and honestly i get scared since jeongguk is not here anymore.

i close my eyes tightly listening to the footsteps that is currently walking towards
our room and pray silently for jeongguk to come but then i smell his familiar cologne.

jeongguk is here. he came back. my eyes was about to open and rush towards him but then i realise by the fact that he will
probably hates me. he is now in the room,
and i really wish he could just went inside the bed with me and hugs me along with kisses but he didn't.

instead i heard the water runs coming from the bathroom and i too realises that he really didn't want to talk to me anymore nor give me his attention. i guess i am a
fucking childish bitch.

after awhile the water stop running, as i heard him doing something maybe taking
his clothes and putting it on but then i felt like he's taking something. maybe he's running away. what if i let him be and the
next day he files for a divorce? no.

"gguk," i let out shakily, with a dry throat which really hurts me along with the headache. i saw his tone back facing me and now he's using a gray sweatpants and he's grabbing something from the closet and i knew he won't grab for a shirt because he never sleeps with them.

he turns around with a calm cold face which i hated. he is that cold and i hated it, i want me old gguk but throughout all that
coldness, he looks worried somehow. he cares about me, he still cares.

" i am truly sorry for what i did and what i said , i didn't mean any of it. the vows? it would be a joke if i didn't mean it because i swear to god , i don't even memorise that from a book or a bible but i read that by my heart. i said what i wanted that day and i let it all out. if you think that you're the only one committed on this relationship , then baby tell me . tell me you're true feelings don't hide yourself from me.," each words
representing how i really felt for him.