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#3- imagines (9/27/19)
#3- min (5/6/20)
BOOK TWO IS OUT...
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You both were happy. Love and smiles. He always put in his best just for you. You never seen him cry and you've never heard him speak negatively. You made sure you were the absolute best girlfriend to him even though he asked for love and that was it. You were determined to be the best for him because he did that for you. Whatever you wanted or needed he made a way to get it for you. Cheap or expensive (which you rarely asked for), he got it for you.
On tour it wasn't the same. He tried to make time for you because you missed him but you told him to not be distracted. To be honest, he didn't reach out for you but for him. He didn't show you so much love just for but for him as well. He was troubled but never spoke a word about it.
Jungkook was lost. Childhood taken away from him at such a young age he never had the chance to have a normal childhood like his friends. He was immediately in the light and it was fun but it had its major downfalls and he's starting to feel it weigh heavy in him. He wouldn't dare tell you though. He doesn't want to seem weak. Any less of a man to you. He took all of the weight to make the relationship you both had sweet and loving.
You were laying down on the couch when you hear the door open. You jump up and run over and see Jungkook with suitcases in his hands with his bucket hat low and mask up. You hug him and pepper him with kisses. With Jungkook not hugging you back you let go and step back with a frown.
"What's wrong?" You ask and take his suitcases away from him. His head still hung low and you hear thunder outside.
Jungkook stood there and you could just tell, he wasn't happy. You reach up and take his hat off and gently push his hair back from his eyes and saw tears just streaming down his face. Without a word, you pull him down onto the crook of your neck and he slowly wraps his arms around you as his cries soon pick up sound. Jungkook starts to sob as you just hold him. You were confused why he was so hurt and crying. Did something happen? Did he get into a fight with one of the members?
You slowly rock and rub his back just letting him cry, ignoring the wet spot on your shirt. Your boyfriend was crying like there was no tomorrow and you were going to be his shoulder. You didn't know how long you both where standing there until Jungkook calmed down. You take him to the bathroom and sit him on the toilet and wet a face cloth and clean his face of the makeup and sigh.
"Jungkook...baby why are you so upset?" You ask as you gently clean his face.
"I...I'm lost." He whimpers as he looks up at you.
"Lost? I don't-I don't understand." You say and he sniffs and a couple tears fall.
He starts to explain everything to you and you try not to cry yourself. You start to get mad at yourself for not seeing the signs but he immediately tells you that he hid it from you because he was scared you wouldn't see him the same or manly. You ease his nerves saying that you wouldn't have thought that and you would have thought of him more as a man that he can acknowledge his pain and continue to fight against it to get better but he is human and everyone has their breaking point.
Once he was makeup free and calm, you kiss his forehead and he hugs you from the seat, his head on your stomach. You both stay there listening to the rain and he let's out a sigh, catching your attention.
"Something wrong?" You ask and he smiles.
"No...I just have the best girlfriend in the world. Thank you (Y/N)."
