After baby

Chapter 50-Tessa

"Ugh get out"Emery screams and I leave "what happened love"Hardin comes up to me

"She knows that one of us went to the therapist and she freaked out"

"What how did she find out"

"I don't know we where taking and somehow she figured it out Hardin what are we going to do"

"I don't know I really don't know I think the best thing to do is just talk to her we just need to do it"he says and I nod and we walk back into Emery's room and she is pacing around the room "what do yous want I just want to be left alone"

"We just want to talk"

"No"she starts crying and Hardin kneels down to stop her from walking "just let me go"she pushes at his chest but he won't "hey Em hey look at me stop"he says and after a few seconds she does "tell us everything right now what your feeling"he says and I kneel down beside them "everything"she says and we both nod

Emery basically goes into detail about everything she has felt and the anger toward us by the end she is crying again and I am a bit to I feel terrible I didn't realise she was this hurt "baby remember we never wanted you to feel left out and you can always tell us anything how your feeling you know we never wanted things to be this way"I say to her and she gives me a small smile

"What's wrong"Hardin asks me as he sits in bed "I just feel awful like I have a physical pain in my chest over how we treated Emery we basically where neglecting our child"I pave around the room

"Tessa your been ridiculous"

"No Hardin I'm not"I turn to him "that's exactly how she felt we treated Auden better then we did her she just gets so independent that I forgot she is still a little girl and still needs us....I feel like we failed her as parents"

"We didn't fail her"

"Hardin you going to get so annoyed if I say this"

"What"

"I don't know how I feel about the 3rd baby"

"Wait what do you mean"he asks and I take a breathe before telling him "I don't know if I want another child anymore"

"You can't just decide you don't want another child"

"But how are we ment to take care for the other child when we barely can split our time between Auden and Emery"

"Well what do you want to do"

"There is nothing to do I'm already pregnant"I tell him "but I'm still going to live our child no matter what it's just now with how Emery feels I don't know I'm just stressed I feel like I can't breathe"I kick the blanket of me

"Tessa calm down"

"No Hardin"I snap "we can't do this pretend everything is ok when it really isn't"

"Tessa you really need to calm down"

"I have to go tell Emery I'm pregnant I can't keep this from her we need to tell her so she can at least get used to the idea"I head for the door but Hardin stops me "Emery is sleeping tell her tomorrow ok"

"Fine"he takes my hand and brings me back to the bed "wait I'm in meetings all day Tomorrow"

"I'll just tell her tomorrow or do you want to be there"

"No it's fine you tell her"He says "Tess she will be fine"he tells me but I don't think she will be I don't know how she is going to react but I feel like it's not going to be good I feel like such an awful feeling right now I never wanted to be that type of mother

Kinda running out of ideas if anyone has anything they want to see happen next 🥰✌️