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Chapter 7 This Nong!

Max POV

I just want to be alone with him.

We barely exchanged a word with each other.

Nat was really cute on the way to the studio.

A cute nong, as he had already announced.

But I just couldn't respond.

I'm so afraid of my own words.

Once I open my mouth, everything will flow out of me.

I can feel that very clearly.

That guy.

He was trying to kiss some guy.

And my mind just can't fight my jealousy.

"Pi, where are you taking me?", I hear my Nat ask behind me.

His dainty hand is in mine.

Where it belongs.

"Pi?", Nat calls out again.

I just can't answer.

I just want to be alone with him.

We'll be late back, then.

I just want to be alone with him.

What is this nong doing to me?

"Max!", Nat pulls my hand and I finally stop, "Where are you going? We're already so far away. Can't we talk here in the park?"

I finally turn to him.

He looks so rushed.

How could I?

Of course, he can only lag behind my big steps.

He is so pale.

His body is still struggling with the alcohol.

I need to be more careful with my nong.

"Come, let's sit here!", I point to a park bench.

The grounds around our studio are beautifully green and, most importantly, fenced.

No unwanted press.

An oasis of relaxation between shooting dates.

Nat nods.

His sweet eyes smile at me.

I take him by both hands and pull him onto my lap.

Our hands are intertwined on his legs.

I can finally hug him again.

I press my face into his neck and breathe in his scent.

And his chuckle makes me smile.

So carefree.

With this nong, I can be so carefree.

And yet I feel so indescribably heavy.

I don't know what to say.

I can't trust myself.

"Max, what's wrong?", I hear Nat whisper, while my face is still pressed against his neck.

"Mhmmm!", I mumble.

He turns sideways and takes my face in his hands.

As if it's a matter of course.

The way we always are.

For three years, we've been getting closer and closer.

We cuddle, hug, hold each other tight.