FANFICTION When it just happens

Chapter 12 What's happening to me? (18+)

Max POV

"I'm going to make us something to eat now," I hear Nat say as I press him against my chest.

And I hold him all the tighter as he tries to break our intimate embrace.

"No, don't leave!", I press my face against his head.

Nat laughs.

"I'm not leaving. I'll be right back. You have to eat something, don't you? You must be hungry!" he purrs sweetly.

"You're all I want! You fully satisfy my hunger!", I answer really sincerely.

And my heartbeat is certainly showing him that right now.

He lifts his head and gives me a cute look.

Oh my God!

What is happening to me?

Nat, don't give me that look.

And I know I have to react right away, or I'll be swept up by the next wave into the hottest whirlpools I've ever experienced.

What is he doing to me?

And my mind is trying so hard against my burning body.

"Nat," I try to reach out to him as he starts sucking on my nipples again. "Nat!", I tenderly take his face in my hands and bring it to mine, "Please give us a moment. Let's talk for a minute, okay? Okay?", I feel my lap cry out at his gaze.

And those lips.

I need to kiss them.

And I kiss the soft, warm lips of my nong.

And my mind forces me to come to my senses.

I reluctantly part from those sweet lips and look at him.

And can't get a clear thought.

"What's wrong with you? You seem irritated," he smiles at me.

His smile makes my heart race even more.

"Max, it's okay!" he reassures me, kissing my cheek.

What is he doing?

Why do I only feel like this?

What is just happening to me?

I don't know this deep maelstrom of my feelings.

I am powerless against this pull.

This attraction.

This loud urge for my second half.

I never want to let him go.

I love him so.

And why does it feel so dangerous?

"Max!" he breathes my name, "Was I too harsh? Did it go too fast for you?", I see the shame in his eyes.

There's no such thing.

Too fast?

What he did to me there can't be measured in any time.

He is clearly the end of me.

Nothing more can come.

I end and that makes me so vulnerable.

It makes me so scared.

I'm completely powerless in his hands.

"I, mhmm!", I start, "You didn't do anything wrong!", I clear my throat, "Quite the opposite!", I have to laugh for a moment, "It just confuses me so much!", I try to make myself understand.