Spring Dream

Spring Eighteen: Fate's Existence

Spring Eighteen: Fate's Existence

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Katulad ng pinlano, we leaked a photo to the press, making the media and fans believe that it was a genuine photo taken secretly, pero ang totoo ay alam naming kinukuhanan kami ng picture.

The attention was again diverted to Onyx and me, stirring another round of dating issues. Natabunan na ang isyu tungkol kina Onyx at Hera hanggang sa mamatay ito.

Bumalik na ako sa Rainbow Entertainment, bringing with me the draft of the ending song which Onyx and I were trying to finalize.

Noong nakita ni President Xin ang draft, kumunot ang noo niya.

"Techinically, it's perfect, but..."

"Ano po?" tanong ko.

"Walang feels."

"Po?"

"Walang feels! Wala akong maramdaman!"

I sighed. Talagang wala siyang mararamdaman kasi ako mismo eh walang maramdaman. "We did what we could, President Xin."

He sighed. "Wala na tayong magagawa kundi i-submit ito. Kapag binalik ito ng Infinite Media, we have no choice but to revise it, pero sa ngayon ay ipasa na muna natin."

Tumango ako. "Sige po, President Xin, mauuna na po muna ako. I'll finalize everything for my album para masimulan na rin po ang recording."

"Okay, you do that. And, oh, Ayame, good job."

"Po?"

"Well, I know you were the one who initiated the solution para mamatay ang isyu ni Hera. Leche, ewan ko ba sa batang iyon, patay na patay pa rin kasi kay Onyx."

Kumurap ako. "Ha?"

"Never mind. I send her and We Girls to Thailand para mag-concert tour muna doon habang fresh pa ang isyu niya. And we'll talk about your Asian Tour after your final recording, so get ready to be out of town again."

"Yes, President Xin."

Paglabas ko mula sa office niya, huminga ako nang malalim. Heto na naman. Aalis na naman ako for an Asian Tour. Goodbye, Peaceful Life.

Habang naglalakad ako sa hallway, napatingin ako sa bintana. Makulimlim ang langit at maya-maya lang ay nagsimula nang umulan.

Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko. I was able to clean-up the mess na ginawa ni Hera, but I wasn't able to clean-up the broken friendship I have with Onyx.

After the fake photo and the draft of the ending song, I cut our communication. Nagpalit ako ng number at everytime na nandito siya sa Rainbow Entertainment, I made sure na blocked ang schedule ko at hindi ako puwedeng gambalain. I made sure na kasama ko palagi ang production team para walang chance na magkausap kami ni Onyx if ever na magkasalubong kami.

I did my best to return to my life without Onyx Young in it.

Yet I feel empty...

♫♪ Seeing the rain fall down from the sky

Is like hearing myself asking questions why

And seeing the petals swim away from the shore

Is like hearing myself question our forevermore... ♫♪

Nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad habang pinapanuod ang ulan sa labas. Hindi ko alam kung nakikisabay ba ang panahon sa nararamdaman ko or what eh... kung nananadya ba o ano.

♫♪ All the raindrops falling on me today

Are like stars that have lost their light and way