✓ || 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐃, harvey mills

𝐬𝐢𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧: 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞

conversation between harvey and amber
normal - harvey
bold - amber
italicized - real life

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the girl didn't hesitate to accept the request considering she was longing for his soft, comforting voice. she knew he kept her sane. and she knew she could let her thoughts out on him without any judgement.

incoming call from HARVester🦕
[ accept | decline ]

"talk to me
how are y-
owshit you're crying
please stop crying"

the boy was completely worried and was just dying to go over and meet her just so he could hug her tight.

"harvey,
idk if im okay to be honest
it's just i know you might
not understand me but
letting go of the fanpage
is like letting go of a tiny
bit part of me"
*sniffs*

"i know..
im sorry i dont know what
to say"

"its alright harvey.
i guess im just too emotional
and sentimental
with things"
*sniffs*

"it do be cute tho"
*chuckles*

"im supposed to be crying
not blushing you idiot"
*chuckles*

"i dont like it when youre crying
so id rather make you blush
than make you cry even more.
but crying helps release the pain
but no i dont want you crying.
i want you to smileeeeeee"

she was all over the place. her mind was. she didnt know how to react. she knows the boy will never like her, but now her feelings were all just plain confusion. but she brushed the thought aside.

this boy makes her happy. and she was beyond thankful for him.

"thank you harvey.
i just dont know how
to smile anymore."

"thats what im here for sweetie"
*chuckles*

"im here to help you bring
back your smile"

"why though?
why out of all people
why befriend me?
why choose to deal with me?
my life is shit and im
just a nobody"

she ended up thinking like this when things start to get heavy for her.

"because youre an amazing person.
i havent known you for so long but
i know you are a true one.
and you? a nobody? since when were
those two things allowed to be
placed together?"

"amber, you are amazing. seeing
the comments on your posts
says you truly are.
so dont belittle yourself.
THE harvey mills is
telling you that already.
i suggest you trust him."

that was it. thats what all it took for her to finally realize, she loves THE harvey mills. not just in a 'fan' type of way. she loved him for him. she loved him as someone who isnt famous. she legitimately loves him. and now she doesnt know what the fuck to do.

"oh trust me, i trust him"