Dear Diary

Great news?

Heiko and Richi went for dinner together. they went for dinner at one of their favorite Italian restaurants. It was one of their favorite restaurants because the food was amazing, but even more important was how the restaurant looked. It's just like you step in a little part of Italia.

They ordered some wine and food, and talked for a while. Heiko noticed something different on Richi, but he couldn't really figure out what it was. Until he noticed that he had changed his hair a bit. Heiko asked him:

"is there a special occasion for the new hairstyle?"

Richi looks at him with a big smile.
"So it's noticeable!" He said.
" Ofcours!" Said Heiko.
"I have great news to tell you!"
"What is it?" Asked Heiko who was curious about the great news.
"I have met someone.." said Richi. And he continues about how amazing this new girl is.
"That's amazing!.. I'm so Happy for you!"

But deep inside is he a bit worried. Will everything change now? Because they have both been single for a pretty long time and a woman can change a lot. Heiko doesn't say anything about it. And just listens to how happy Richi is. Heiko is happy for Richi, but he is a bit worried about the future.

They ate dinner together and after walked home. They lived close to each other so they could walk together. Richi looks over at Heiko.

" I haven't even asked you about your love life yet"..
"It's complicated.. nothing more".

Richi gave Heiko a sweet smile.
"You will find someone again!"
"Probably"

They walked further without really saying anything.
When they arrived at Richi his house, they said goodbye with a hug and Heiko walked off.

Once he arrived home, he took out his journal again and wrote his feelings down..

Dear Diary..
Today has been a busy day. I have met up with Till and he showed me his new project. I am very happy for him. This is surely going to shock some people and others will love it. But isn't he going a bit too far with some things?.. I worry about some of the hate he could get for expressing himself like this.
Would this have consequences for us as a group? Or will people laugh about it..?

Also.. today I learned that Richi is seeing a new girl. I am happy for him.. but also a bit hurt. I am almost certain this will change so much around us again.. but maybe I need to get used to it. Maybe it won't be so bad.. we will have a break now.. so maybe I won't even notice it.

I just can't help to feel a but worried about these things..

I have thought about the party next week.. maybe it's best for me not to go.. but I am not sure yet..
Why do I always feel like my head is exploding once I have a break of work? Is this even normal? Shouldn't I be "relaxed"... ?