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welcome to the first installment of butterfly bliss!

Winnie

Today marks the sixth week that I have watched the butterfly boy. Now when I dread the work week I just think about how I get to see the boy the same time next week. Since the bloody failed attempt I made to go talk to him, I have been scared ever since. I mean it wasn't even a real attempt as I decided to go over to him as he was leaving.

Getting up now, I find myself smiling more than normal. Today is no exception. The conservatory opens at 9 and it is 7 now. The sun is rising and it looks like we are going to have a beautiful day.

Once I make my bed, I head into my bathroom to start getting ready for my day. Normally I take it easy on Sundays so it's kind of like more of a reset before the work week begins but today I am getting lunch with Kaley and going to this farmers market afterwards. We haven't seen each other in a bit because she's been out of town but she got back yesterday.

Kaley is my absolute favorite person in the world. She is honestly my sister that I've never had. We met in college, we were roommates our freshman year and have been best friends ever since. We did everything together and if we didn't have jobs that probably would still be the case.

After I wash my face and brush my teeth I finish my skincare routine. Brushing my hair and leaving it how it is because I washed it yesterday so it's looking decent today. I move onto my makeup which I just put on mascara and blush. Oh and I can't forget my lipgloss either.

Leaving my bathroom I go to my closet to pick out an outfit. Normally, I tend to repeat outfits but when it comes to Sundays I cannot wear the same outfit. It also has to be a perfect outfit for the perfect golden boy.

My perfect golden boy.

Perfect outfit for my perfect golden boy.

My eyes land on this pale yellow gingham patterned dress with puffed sleeves. I immediately grab it and put it in front of me so I can look at it through the mirror. Just so I can imagine it and it's perfect.

I change into it and grab my platform high top white converse and throw those on. Looking at myself in the mirror I beam a smile back at myself.

Confidence

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Confidence. I feel confident.

Maybe I should introduce myself to him today.

I can do it. I am Winnie Marie Pacitti, I can do this.

I go back into my bathroom to pick out my jewelry for today. I make sure I put on my dainty diamond bracelet and necklace set that my Nona got me for graduation. I add a few rings and skip out on earrings for today. Adding a small touch of my favorite perfume before I head out.

I make sure I grab my phone off of my night stand before I walk out into the rest of my apartment. I see that I left my book and journal on my glass coffee table so I go ahead and grab those for my time at the conservatory. I slide those in my tote bag and I make sure I have my airpods and wallet. I slide my sunglasses on my face and grab my keys before I walk out of my apartment.

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