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August's POV

How could he do that to me? I guess I'm not as important to him as I hoped I would be. I heard a knock on my door and I opened it revealing the girls which I quickly let in. I shut the door and melted onto the floor with tears uncontrollably pouring out. "Oh honey, we are so sorry! Daveed said he wanted to tell you so we didn't say anything." Renée said as she sat next to me pulling me into a hug and Pippa and Jazzy joined us on the ground. "Hon you have every right to be mad at him. You of all people deserved to know." Pip said. I didn't say anything. they didn't mind though, they knew I was hurt. "If you want us to jump him just let us know. I'm sure we can hide a body." Jazzy said which made us giggle. "No jazzy, I know he hurt my feelings but I still love him." I said wiping my tears. "You what him?" They yelled together making me laugh. Did I just confess that? "Yeah, I do" I said looking at the floor. "Are you going to tell him?" Jazzy asked. "No. I am not. He's leaving and if I tell him, I'm going to get even more attached and it will only hurt me more." I told them and they all nodded understandingly. "Girls" I said grabbing their attention. "I'll be back!" I said and ran into the kitchen. They guys were watching my every move. I grabbed two bottles of wine and 3 glasses. "Everyone can stay the night. Daveed knows how to work the tv, if your hungry I have food. The girls and I will be in my room, if you need knock or text one of us." I said and walked back to my room. I gave the girls their glasses. "Wait what about you." Jazzy said as they watched me open the bottle and take a big swig. "Oh,okay then." I heard and we talked non stop.

It's around midnight now and the girls had fallen asleep, I however was no where near tired. Since I live in an apartment I have a long balcony connecting my room and the living room. I sat there on the balcony, alone with my bottle of wine that was just about finished, enjoying the quiet of the night. Looking at the lights of the city brought back memories of the night Daveed took me to see New York from the most amazing view. Sadness came over me as I thought about him leaving. I went to take a gulp of wine but then found I drank it all. "Awe man!" I said and walked back into my room and picking up the bottle the girls hadn't finished and walked back outside. While going back to my seat I ran into a chair knocking it over. "Oopsie" I said and started giggling as the chair made a loud sound. I was so clumsy. I sat on the small couch I had out here. "Are you okay?" I heard and felt a presence next me, I looked up to see Chris sitting by me. No I wasn't okay. My best friend is leaving. I look down covering my face with my hands as tears stung my eyes and he threw his arm around me. "Sweetie I know it hurts, it you can't sit here and get drunk. Your better than that." He said rubbing my back. "I just don't understand how he would keep this from me. I thought he had cared." I said looking up to New York and drinking again. "If he didn't care he would've left." He said giving me sad eyes. What was he talking about? "Look," he said and helped me stand. We walked to where we could see into the living room. All the guys were asleep but Daveed was on the floor with a swollen face and tear stains on his cheeks. "He stayed?" I asked looking at Chris. "Yea, we all told him to leave you alone to get some space but he refused to leave until you came out and he knew you were alright. He's been crying since you went in for the night." He said looking at me. Chris got up and went inside, and I sat back down on my couch. "What are you doing still up?" I heard and seen Daveed standing at the glass door with sadness. I stood up and wobbled over to him and hugged his torso

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