December

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I really do not like snow.

Well, I don't like snow unless I'm indoors. But besides that, I want nothing to do with it.

Nikki and I had to walk to class this morning because our cars wouldn't start, due to it being so cold outside.

I may or may not have slipped on ice and fell completely down on my ass.

I may or may not have ripped the ass of my favorite black jeans.

And I may or may not have told Nikki I was walking home to change before class, only to get back in bed and cry myself to sleep, sleeping the rest of the day.

December has been so much harder than November.

I think it's because the realization of not having Harry Styles in my life is really beginning to sink in.

I have basically drowned myself in hot cocoa this whole month.

I consider December to be my "vacation from tea" month.

I have started to buy Nikki some of her Christmas presents, mainly from art supply stores, but also a few different things I hope she likes.

One thing being the full DVD set of all the seasons of Friends.

She may just die of happiness.

And I think I might, too.

Unless my thoughts and memories of Harry Styles kill me first.

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