I hate spring. The weather is so devastating. Now it's sunny, now it's cold...wait, now it rains...then it snows...then it's sunny again...
It reminds me too much of the weather inside me... messed up.
It's not sunny, but not cold...it's rainy, but it feels like a storm is coming. It's complicated, and nobody likes complicated.I feel so numb to everything but feel everything so vividly at the same time.
The weather in me is getting bad again... No matter how much I try to keep myself occupied, it feels like it doesn't work anymore. The storm in me doesn't stop anymore...
I hate spring because it reminds me of what I should do and be...I hate it because I know I won't ever be like her...I don't have that will to bloom again after I got comfort in ice.The weather inside me gets colder and colder...yet, I have to pretend that I'm so warm in order to help the ones next to me bloom..
How is the weather inside you?
