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"MY EX GIRLFRIEND IS FAMOUS." blaine pulled me into a hug as i walked into his bedroom.
"hardly." i disagreed with a smile on my face.
i had only posted the video of my song on youtube, just so that i could get noticed and i was proud to say that it worked.
"so how are you, how you holding up?" he asked, referring to mine and sam's recent break up.
"i think you should ask sam, he was the one who asked me who i had become." i gritted my teeth together, thinking back to what happened.
"i hope your happy." sam shrugged as i walked into the auditorium.
"is now a bad time to say that's a line from wicked?"
"yeah i mean it is. what were you thinking, publicly humiliating me like that?" he raised his voice, making me jump a little at the sudden change.
"no one knows we were dating, no one even knows that the song was about blame." i threw my hands over my mouth realising what i had just done.
"so it was about blaine." he scoffed. "i was there for you when you were crying about the boy your going to jump back onto, i offered you my place for you to go when you couldn't sleep, i was always there for you and you either didn't notice or you didn't care."
"i did care."
"no you don't." he yelled.
"what's the point of me being here if your just going to yell at me the entire time?" i asked with a shrug, getting ready to turn on my heel unless he stopped me.
"i don't even know you anymore." he lowered his voice but loud enough for me to hear it.
"what do you mean by that?" i turned back around folding my arms.
"when i first got to this school you were so different. you had just come back from france, you didn't really speak a lot, if something bothered you yes you spoke up but you never beat the shit out of the person who said it. you only really cared about blaine but i guess that hasn't really changed and you cared about other people, now you're just some vain self obsessed"-
"no sam, i'm not. that's just what you think you see okay, say you don't know me anymore but have you ever thought that you just didn't know me before?" i left him thinking about that, running out of the auditorium with tears threatening to pour down my face.
"i don't think you're self obsessed for the record." blaine said once i explained to him what had happened. "and it was wrong for sam to say that so i'm sorry."
"no it's okay, i got a couple of songs out of the situation so between you and me, totally worth it." i whispered the last part, causing blaine to laugh a little.
"can i hear one?" he asked once he had stopped laughing.
"i'm gonna need to borrow your guitar." i remembered saying that before when i performed him a song on valentine's day and from the look on his face he got deja vu as well.
♪perfect, easy, so good to me so why's there a pit in my gut in the shape of you? distract myself, say it's somethin' else maybe i'm just overwhelmed, maybe i'm confused barely sleep when you sleep next to me but i keep thinkin' i'll find a cure i say that i'm fine, i tell you all the time i've never felt so happy and sure but i'm so scared of my guitar 'cause it cuts right through to the heart yeah, it knows me too well so i got no excuse i can't lie to it the same way that i lie to you i'm so scared of my guitar if i play it, then i'll think too hard once you let the thought in, then it's already done so i'll lay in your arms and pretend that it's love if i was brave and noble like you i'd have the nerve to just stop stringin' you along but i'm not half as decent as you i'd rather be tied to someone, even if they're wrong i make excuses, my friends know the truth is i'm not as alright as i claim i say that i'm fine, i tell them all the time as they watch all the light fade away yeah, i'm so scared of my guitar 'cause it cuts right through to the heart yeah, it knows me too well so i got no excuse i can't lie to it the same way that i lie to you i'm so scared of my guitar if i play it, then i'll think too hard once you let the thought in, then it's already done so i'll lay in your arms and pretend that it's love yeah, i'll lay in your arms and pretend that it's love i pretend that it's love i pretend that it's love i pretend that it's love, love 'cause what if i never find anything better? the doubt always creeps through my mind so we'll stay together 'cause, how could i ever trade somethin' that's good for what's right? oh, i'm so scared of my guitar it cuts right through to my heart it knows me too well, i got no excuse i can't lie to it the same way that i lie to you i'm so scared of my guitar when i play it, that's when i think too hard i let the thought in, it's already done but i'll lay in your arms and pretend that it's love yeah, i'll lay in your arms and pretend it's enough♪
he gave me a small applause once i was finished as i put the guitar down flat on his bed.
"your range has gotten better." he complimented and im pretty sure i was blushing hard. "are you gonna post that one?"
"i think it's a bit too soon." i nodded thinking back to sam which he seemed to understand. "so why'd you invite me here again?"
"i have an awesome idea to bring down coach sylvester and i need your help."
♪ i speak!- filler chapter i'm so sorry i had to get smth out even if it was as crap as this. proper chapter coming soon though queens!
