Because I changed [a crowen fanfic]

Part 23

~CRISTINA~

Owen gave me Grace and I started walking to my room, I locked the myself in and fell on my bed, I started crying

Grace: Mom don't cry, come here, I'm gonna hug you

Me: What...

Grace: It's like the DPTT or something you need to hug people

Me: Ah, thank you honey

I hugged her, she was holding me tight

Me: Except it's PTSD not DPTT

Grace: Okay. Why are you crying?

Me: Don't worry about it, I'm fine, you're gonna stay with Meredith this afternoon, I'll be back tonight

Grace: But you just came back

Me: I know I'm sorry

I came out of the room, Derek was in the living room talking on the phone

Me: Derek!

Derek: What?!

Me: Give me your sister's adress

Derek: No she's already sad enough she doesn't need you in it too

Me: Derek please, I'm beging you, see I'm BEGING you

Derek: Okay fine but if you do something...

Me: Derek don't worry. Grace is in the room changing so keep an eye on her please. And if Owen comes to take her, don't let him please

Derek: If Owen comes I will punch him in the nose

Me: Oh um okay but don't let my daughter see that please

Derek: Okay here's the adress

Me: Thanks, can I borrow your car?

Derek: Sure the keys are in the kitchen

Me: Thanks

I took the keys, got in the car and drove to Amelia's place. When I got there I knocked on the door

Amelia: I'm sick, please who ever this is go away

Me: Amelia, it's Cristina Yang, I'd like to talk you, please

Amelia: No go away, I know he left because of you, I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU!

Me: Please open the door, I know how you feel

The door opened, Amelia was there standing in her apartement, there were boxes everywhere. She still had her dress on, and she had mascara on her face

Amelia: How can you possibly know how I feel, you always had what you wanted, you had Owen, you had an abortion, you threw Owen when you had enough, you got Owen back... how can you understand

Me: I didn't come for Owen, please let me in

Amelia: Okay fine come in

Me: Thank you

We sat down on chairs that were in the middle of an empty apartement, she was staring at me

Me: Okay look I'm gonna tell you a story, when I was an intern at Seattle Grace Hospital I fel in love with a man who broke me, he asked me to marry him, I was young and I loved him, so I said yes but, the day of the wedding he realized that this wasn't what I wanted and told me that if he really loved me he wouldn't have asked me to do this, after that he left, I was crushed ask Meredith. I never saw him again. Until 4 years ago, when he offered me a hospital, in Switzerland. I had a perfect life in Seattle but there was one thing, Owen, I loved him, but the last time we were together, we destroyed each other, because we didn't want the same things. Two days ago I was called to Zurich for an emergency surgery, guess who it was on? Preston Burke, the first man I really loved, the man who broke my heart by leaving me at the altar. I operated on him and saved his life, and after over 15 years of not being together he admits that he always loved me and he regrets everyday walking away at our wedding. So stay here, don't walk away because I think Owen and you are perfect for each other, and one day he is going to realize his mistake