Because I changed [a crowen fanfic]

Part 60

~MEREDITH~

Me: So you're not gonna talk to me, you're just gonna ignore me?

Derek: I'm not ignoring you, I'm just not talking to you

Me: You did the same thing and I forgave you, and I didn't hide it

Derek: You didn't forgive me, you kissed him as a pay back, I'm mad at you, you know that right?

Me: I don't get why you're mad at me, Derek I love YOU, not him, okay it was a mistake

Derek: Maybe it was

He walked away and I sighed, he didn't understand that kissing Nathan Riggs was a mistake and that I didn't mean that kiss, when he hid for a long time he had shared a kiss with a woman in D.C.

Cristina: Hey, so did you tell him?

Me: I told him yesterday and he is not talking to me anymore, how are you?

Cristina: I'm good, I have to resect a tumor from the left atrium of one of patients today, it makes it easier I think to have a good surgery

Me: Yeah, call me if you need anything, I have Laparoscopic Colon Resection today, so I need to go, bye

Cristina: Bye have fun

Me: Thanks

I went to the OR, scrubbed in and started the procedure. We started the resection, when I saw a black spot in the colon, a tumor, so I looked at the other organs, there was one in the liver

Me: We need to take them out, they're right here

I started taking the tumor out when he started bleeding

Me: Suction, give him blood he is loosing too much blood

Nurse: He is in vfp

Me: His heart can't take it, shock him

Nurse: He is flat lined and he signed a DNR

Me: Okay time of death 11:34, do I need to inform any family?

Nurse: no he was alone

Me: OK call the morgue and tell them to come take him

Nurse: Alright

I came out of the OR, and went to seat down in the attendings lounge, Cristina came in

Me: Heyy how was your surgery?

Cristina: Perfect, you?

Me: The guy bled out and died

Cristina: Oh I'm sorry

Me: Whatever, so you didn't answer me for Christmas

Cristina: I don't know if I'm in the mood for Christmas this year

Me: No you said yourself, you guys need to live your life as usual, it's Ari's and Adam's first Christmas

Cristina: OKay fine, your house

Me: Good, you're coming, you're not ditching me on this

Cristina: I'm not, I promise

Me: Okay good, I'm gonna go talk to Derek now

I went to look for Derek, I found him talking to Ben Warren, I took his arm and pulled him to an On-Call room and locked the door

Derek: What are you doing?

Me: I need you to listen to me, I love you and I forgive you for what you did, but I don't wanna loose you, look at Cristina she looks exhausted cause she hasn't seen Owen in 2 months, and now he is somewhere and she doesn't even know if he is alive or not, I love you, talk to me