Gotta Be Your Man * A Chris Brown Love Story *

Inhale

I inhaled the smoke into my lungs. this is the best feeling in the world.

"Pass that shit" Chris said getting impatient

I took two more puffs and  passed it.

Chris and I had to have smoked at least 2-3 blunts. I was n cloud nine foreal. 

"What you tryna get into today?" Chris asked

"Ion know. I wanna sleep, eat and smoke and repeat the process" I said laughing at nothing.

I need to stop smoking

"You wildin Destiny Fr"

"Shut the fuck up Chris damn" I said confused about why i was mad.

"You trippin" Chris said

Was I ?

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"Hello" I said as I answered my ringing phone

"You have an collect call-

I already knew who it was. So I just hung up the phone. Over these past few weeks with living Chris has been good. I'm still in school. Getting great grades actually.

I've still been depressed about the whole situation.  I'm still trying to get through it.In the mean while I've just been trying to find myself. Like it seems as if my whole life if just a big blur.

My thoughts where cut off by Chris sitting on my bed.

"Wyd"

"Just thinking" I said staring off

"About what"

"Everything" I said trying not to cry

Chris noticed my voice crack and embraced me into a well needed hug.

"Why can't everything just be how it used to be?  I didn't ask to move here. I didn't ask to get raped. I didn't ask to have my mom in jail. I didn't ask for any of this shit that's happening to me. Why me? I ask myself that everyday Chris why me?"
 

 "Honestly destiny I don't know but I know that god wouldn't put you though anything that the couldn't handle. Everything happens for a reason.  You can't stop your life for a little bump in the road. you can get through this. " Chris said wiping away my tears and rubbing my back.

"Thanks Chris for being here for me" I did just above a whisper.

"Your welcome. What have I been telling you since we became closer"Chris asked

"You got me"

"Exactly and that shit aint never gon change no matter what" Chris told me truthfully

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"Excuse me" Someone said to me tapping my shoulder

"Yes?" I say as I turn to face the person

"Hi my name is Daija and im new here I was wondering if you could show me around" She said politely

"Um sure, here let me see your schedule"

She handed me her schedule and I noticed we had all the same classes which were five since we get to leave early.

"We have all the same classes and our first period class is Pre-Calculus, your locker is actually right next to mines. You seem like a cool chick. Oh and im Destiny by the way" I told her handing her back her schedule

"Maybe it was meant for me to ask you for help instead of anyone else" She said with a smile

"Maybe"

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"Ohh girl who is that" Daija said pointing to this guy across the café

"Him girl that's Micheal or Tyga as he likes to be called, That's one of my Friends Friend." I told her

"Girl he is to damn cute."

"He ok" I said

" Ok? Bitch he is FIYA"

"I don't see him in that way I look at him like a brother"

"Well shoot he can be more than that to me shiiiiiit" Daij exclaimed

"You are a true trip gurl" I said laughing at her comment

Over the past couple weeks me and Daija have became really close. I've learned that she was just like me in a way.  we come from the same struggle.  That's why she moved in with her dad. Her mom passed when she was a baby. So she had to move in with her grandmother while her dad was serving in the army. Her grandmother disowned her because Daija looked so much like her mother, Her grandmother hated her mother. Everytime her grandmother looked at Daija she would beat her so bad, because of the resentment she fellt towards Daijas mother. So when Daija turned 16 her dad got in contact with her and he soon found out what Daija was enduring while he was away in the army, and quickly moved her away from the grandmother.

She then moved to Cali last month. Daijas an Honor student as well and was skipped up a grade just like me. Im glade that i found someone to soon confind in. No one and I mean NO ONE should endure the pain that Daija and I had to experience over the years.

"Des you good" Daija asked me getting me out of a daze

"Uh- yeah yeah" I said 

"You sure? i was trying to get your attention for a couple mintues now" She asked concerned

"Im fine i was just thinking about some things" I told her truthfully

"Ok just checking" She said taking a bite out of her apple

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Unknown's P.O.V 

I've been watching her for a while now. She will be mine.

Even if i have to kill the ones she loves the most....

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Votes/Comments

Who is unknown?

 Daija in the MM >>>