Gotta Be Your Man * A Chris Brown Love Story *

Diggin'on Ya

Destiny's P.O.V

"Fuck that
8 doobies to the face
Fuck that
12 bottles in the case
Nigga, fuck that
2 pills and a half, wait
Nigga, fuck that
Got a high tolerance
When your age don’t exist"

I rapped along with Kendrick's lyrics. I love this song.  It was Saturday and I was bored at the house. Chris was out with Ty.
I didn't like being at the house by my self because I get this feeling that someone was watching me.  I hate that feeling.  I wish Chris was here he's like my protector and plus I'm bored as fuck.

I decided to call Daijj over. I've noticed that she is taking a liking in to Ty. I know he likes her to. He talks about her to Chris all to time. In a good way of course.

I was interrupted from my thoughts when the doorbell rang.

I opened the door to see Daij

"Hey gurrl" She said excitedly

"Hey biiiitch" I said back

I let her in as she sat on the couch I went to the kitchen to get us some bottled water.

"So whats been up?" Daija asked me

"Nothing really but I have to tell you something" I said after taking a sip of my water

"Whats up?"

"Ok well Daija You and I have been friends for awhile now and I feel like I can trust you, Your the only one that I really talk to besides Chris. For this whole year me and you have been really close so I feel like I can trust you with what im about to tell you" I said nervously

I took a deep breath as I thought about all the events that has happened to me over the year.

"When I first moved here with mom I really didnt want to come because we were in the type of situation where we always moved because of her job. Then to move to Compton was my biggest fear because I didnt want to come here and get shot or anything but besides the fact when we moved i knew it had something to do with her job but I had this feeling that there was something else she wasnt telling me. Before school started I was at home and my mom had this man over and told me It was her new boyfriend Charles. I was livid like u dont understand how angry I was because she wanted to move for her benefit and not mine"

I took another deep breath because I knew I had to tell her about the rape for her to fully understand the situation.

"Well one day i was chilling in my room not bothering any one and my mom was at work. Charles barges into my room and I asked what he wanted, He gave me this weird look and said I knew what he wanted. I was so confused so I told him to get out but he didnt."

My voice started to crack and Daija rubbed my back

"He - He Ra- Raped me Daija he Raped me" By now i was in full blown tears

Daija held me and rocked me back and forth.

"Shhhh let it all out I understand trust me I know what your going through"

"But why me Daij like I didnt ask for anything like this" I said wiping my tears

"I asked myself the same question everyday, Living with my grandmother was horrible. She treated my as if I was nothing She constantly Had people feel on me and rape me. One time she told the cable guy he could do me for 'free cable' Cuz her crack head ass was strung out on drugs didnt have a care in the world. I would always ask myself why did my mom have to leave me' Daija said to me sniffling

'I understand thats why im glad were friends we know each others feelings. We know what were going through." I said hugging her

"I know im so glad i bumped into that day at school" She said wiping away her tears