Devon's mind had been a mess for quite a while. All the voices in his head kept telling him how he needed end his life to numb the pain and loneliness he constantly felt but there was always one voice that was louder than the rest and it always gav...
The pain I feel as the tears flee my eyes Is the kind that can not be summarized by the pen at hand.
A pain that touches my toes and flows through the blades of my messy hair. I can't eat, I can't sleep, that is the pain that I am feeling
But my mother thinks she raised a strong boy,and I once believed her but not today.
I can't seem to gather enough energy to stand up to my feet. But these different circumstances have got me feeling alone.
All the doctors and the nurses say you're dead and you're gone
But it still feels like I could talk to you if I picked up the phone
You can't fix a broken window you just replace the pane.
But there is no pain great enough to replace your face
With my eyes matted shut from the tears that I slept on
I'm thankful for the pictures and your voice on my cell phone.
But please, while you are awed in the mist of the after life. Don't forget me and time spent on this earth.
You once wanted to be a male stripper You really liked football You once tried out basketball You really loved waffles You once stuffed them in your mouth and you couldn't speak. You truly adored your sister and you truly loved spending time with me.
I will never have a friend like you ever again. You were a friend who believed that am special and friend who would not rest till he cheered me up
My heart is a vault now, I'm scared to let a soul in. I can't let myself lose more and increase the hurt.
No matter how many oceans or rivers I cry My heart will never let you go, I'll never say good bye.
A lot of my hours are now spent in the my room where we played video games and taking over the world.
I can't take over the world alone and all the games seem stale with out your excitement around.
Am dEpReSseD !
I'm crying, wondering, what you would say to and what stupid things you would have me do today.
You will forever have a place in my heart and we shall meet again soon.
Rest in peace Julian. ★
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