44| Drowning In Your Love

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Okay, so I know that I haven't updated in a while, and this may sound like a shitty excuse, but in the last few days I've read two extremely disturbing but good fan fictions. The author is one of my favorites, and I love her so much, even if her books are completely fucking me up.

You guys know me, I love Angst and read a lot of crazy things, but I don't think I've ever cried this much before. I'm still not over her works, and omg guys- I cried so much, I'm not even kidding. I usually never cry while reading but damn, I genuinely think something's broken in me now. I can't get over the fucking characters, it's so messed up.

Well, I think you guys understand when I tell you that I was so engrossed in "The Nerds" and "Erroneous", I wasn't able to continue writing. Even now- it feels so weird to write about BTS after knowing what happened to them, and it's sooo frustrating.

But I'm a sucker for pain, so I'll continue reading her other books lol. If you're like me, you know that we Angst- lovers need to move on quickly in order to heal from these kind of stories. It's the only way to enjoy them.

You can find her stories in my reading lists, even though I'm not sure if I want to recommend them. I don't know, everyone who read the books went through some kind of trauma, and I'm not sure if you guys want to do the same xD. However, that's up to you to decide.

I warned you! I'm used to these kind of books, and still.. ugh, even I went through some shit while reading them. And to make it worse: I fucking loved it.

Anyways, let's get back to our favorite toxic Jikook couple.. haha.

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"Finally, the princess is here."

Jimin entered the room with a sigh, still drying his wet hair with a towel as he had just finished showering. The model wasn't in a good mood tonight, and Taehyung's snarky comments definitely didn't make it any better.

"Fuck off, Tae."

"Uh, someone's upset."

"I'm tired and hungry, so don't test my patience."

"Oh no, I'm so scared! "

"I swear to god-"

"Both of you, shut up!" Jieun intervened, looking up from her magazine, "Your bickering is giving me a headache. Taehyung stop being annoying, and Jimin- stop with the bitchy attitude."

Jimin glared at Taehyung before grabbing a shirt to put on. The actor frowned and took a deep breath before sitting up straight, gaining everyone's attention.

"What's going on, Jimin?" He began, staring at his best friend who took a seat across from them, "Why are you so angry?"

"I'm not angry-"

"Just spit it out already. We wanted to have a nice sleepover, but your behavior is ruining the mood," Taehyung groaned and crossed his arm, glancing at the singer lying beside him.

"I agree," Jieun murmured, turning to the next page, "There's obviously something bothering you. Talk to us."

"I'm fine!"

"Mhm."

"It's true!"

"Jimin."

"You're going to make fun of me," he huffed, a small pout on his face. It was stupid, really. Jimin himself didn't understand why he was so irritated, and even though he knew that his best friends would never judge him, he still couldn't help but worry a little.

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