Was matched to the Imperial Majesty after rebirth

Chapter 59 Heartbeat

Shi Xing raised his head, most of his anger was vented, but the discomfort from the beginning was gone.

It even deepened because of the erosion of the deep sense of powerlessness.

Shi Xing pointed out, "How can anyone talk like that? If you say that, if I get emotional again, wouldn't it appear that I am making trouble for no reason?!"

Shi Xing broke down.

After finishing speaking, he heard a chuckle.

Shi Xing was stunned, and looked at Chi Yao, who lowered his head slightly, but the corners of his mouth were indeed upturned.

Shi Xing: "..."

Shi Xing: "Your Highness, I haven't finished my emotions yet."

Emphasizing again, the tone was blunt.

Shi Xing gave up on himself, thinking, Chi Yao's reaction is better than not admitting it, and then the two of them quarreled, and after the quarrel was over, and his emotions were vented, he should feel better... Will he

?

maybe.

Times are uncertain.

In fact, he didn't want to quarrel with Chi Yao in his heart, but, keeping it from him all the time, he was really uncomfortable.

And it's a situation where all kinds of details are connected in series, and the more you think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.

Chi Yao's voice relaxed, "I know."

Chi Yao: "It's just fun to see you patiently speaking in a serious manner."

Shi Xing: "..."

Chi Yao affirmed, "You are not a person who is good at talking with others." The people who clashed, the stars."

Shi Xing: "..."

Shi Xing sighed heavily.

Decapitated leaned his head against the door panel, and muttered: "Since you know, you're still making fun of me like this..." After a pause, he said impulsively, "Do you really think I won't quarrel with you?" Chi Yao lowered his eyes for a

moment , replied truthfully, "I didn't predict all your performances, and I said that, probably because I am such a person?"

Shi Xing lost his voice.

Yes, Chi Yao is indeed, he likes to joke in some small details, not too much, sometimes, if he doesn't know him well, the person involved may not feel it if he doesn't think about it.

Shi Xing let out another breath, annoyed.

The room was quiet for dozens of seconds, Chi Yao: "If you really want to lose your temper, you don't have to think about so many reasons, and you don't have to think rationally. Losing your temper itself is not a rational behavior. If you want to find a reasonable motive to get angry, take me With the experience of dealing with so many people, I am afraid that the more you think about it, the more difficult it will be to start."

Chi Yao is also right in saying this.

Shi Xing was defeated, and said dejectedly, "Forget it, I... am not that kind of person."

Unless the emotions are so intense that they cannot be reconciled, Shi Xing really can't get angry easily.

His Highness's words were justified by the outrageous rhythm of the conversation, Shi Xing thought, probably when he suffered internal injuries, he would not be able to find a point of emotional explosion in this rhythm.

"That's not noisy, why don't you sit down and talk?"

Chi Yao suggested.

Patting the sofa beside him, "I guess you still have a lot to say."

Shi Xing: "It's embarrassing to walk over like this, Your Highness."

I always feel like I'm going to admit defeat.

Chi Yao said with a smile, "Then I beg you, come here, don't get angry with me?"

Chi Yao lowered his posture again, and Shi Xing calmed down under this sentence.

"No need." Even though his tone was still blunt, he finally moved and sat on the sofa side by side with Chi Yao.

Once on the sofa, take a spiritual support pillow, and the whole person goes to the other end of the sofa.

Chi Yao thought of something, and asked suddenly, "Has your mental thread grown?"

With Shi Xing's affirmation, Chi Yao: "Then you can start treatment again recently?"

Shi Xing's tone was still not very good, "A few days ago That's enough, but I don't know how to face you." After finishing speaking, he deliberately said, "Don't change the subject, Your Highness."

Chi Yao raised the white flag, "You start."

Shi Xing is indeed not a character who likes to conflict with others , Let him start, he didn't even cut into the topic, chose a slightly gentle angle as a buffer, and asked from the contract, "Is there really no second mother tree in our galaxy?" "As far as I know

, Yes."

Shi Xing hesitated, "Then... do you know the reason for the disappearance of the blue star? Can you tell me?"

Citizens don't know, and the leadership of a country may not be completely ignorant of things that are not in the textbooks.

However, Chi Yao's answer was not what Shi Xing expected. Chi Yao shook his head, "The blue star information learned by all the planets in our galaxy is the same as what you learned, and it disappeared suddenly. What happened was discovered by their diplomats first, and then... there is no more."

"As soon as the empire became the only planet with a mother tree, a series of conflicts broke out between the Blue Star people and the alliance."

Shi Xing knew that the alliance and the empire were at odds, but he didn't know why.

Faintly feeling that this is a point that he should know, Shi Xing looked at Chi Yao, and asked slightly, "Can I ask what is the contradiction? What is the main contradiction between the alliance and the empire?" There is nothing that can't be

said .

"As for the mother tree, it's like this. Back then, the Alliance actually wanted to join the Empire. Although they were in different camps, we had been fighting side by side for a long time at that time, and the relationship eased a lot." Shi Xing didn't know this, "But

, In the end, the empire did not join the alliance."

Chi Yao nodded, "The alliance requires transplanting the mother tree, claiming that after the empire joins, it will be a part of the alliance, but there is a strict contract between the empire and Blue Star, plus the division of the alliance regime , before winning over the empire, he fantasizes about sharing the interests of the empire, so the matter of joining in the end will be nothing

." "The main contradiction is the issue of border guards."

The average level is the highest. I feel that our combat effectiveness is strong, and in addition to the special geographical location, the stability of the border is very important to the empire. The alliance wants to lengthen the border where the empire is stationed every year. They feel that this is safer for the planets in the galaxy." "They want

to That's right, but why should we sacrifice more in exchange for common peace? Therefore, every once in a while, the border of the asteroid is stationed and the planet is changed, the alliance will come to trouble the empire once, and the trade in the galaxy is extremely frequent. This problem is more difficult to deal with."

Pausing for a moment, he concluded, "The number of star beasts has increased over the years, and the mutant star beasts have made all planets feel troublesome. The border line issue is always quarreling, and the tree nest has cultivated many healers. All the medical practitioners supply the military officers of the empire first, and the alliance and other galaxies cannot get medical resources, and the contradiction has become more acute."

Shi Xing probably understood.

As for why other planets cannot access medical resources, he also knows that there are too few medical doctors, and there is not enough supply to the empire. In the case of stationing on the border, the empire will not, and it is impossible, to distribute medical doctors outside.

The atmosphere of these words was very good. In a trance, Shi Xing seemed to have returned to the usual time when he had no conflict with Chi Yao.

Speaking of what he doesn't understand, Chi Yao is also so patient.

But what should be said can't run away.

Even if he didn't know how to continue, and didn't know where the conversation would eventually go, Shi Xing still chose to ask: "Why is your spiritual world broken? When... When did it happen?" "It has always

been Is it like this? Yes, can I ask? Can I say it?"

At first, his face was expressionless, but after hearing the last two sentences, Chi Yao smiled again, "Of course you can ask." There was

a moment of silence, and his voice sank a bit , "I can say it, but I don't want to mention it usually."

Seeing that Shi Xing glanced over nervously, Chi Yao showed a faint smile instead, "Don't be nervous, not wanting to mention it has nothing to do with the matter itself, and not wanting to mention it It's because... probably because I want to talk about my parents."

Shi Xing was a little dazed.

He never heard Chi Yao mention a few words about his parents.

He said anxiously, "Is the relationship between you not good?"

Chi Yao laughed again and shook his head. The atmosphere of the conversation was relaxed and comfortable. Even if he said he didn't want to mention it, but if he really wanted to speak, Chi Yao didn't hesitate, and said directly, "It's not bad, it's... great, I will, instead I don't really want to recall the past."

He cut through the mess quickly, and explained the whole story clearly in a few words.

"Strictly speaking, Bi Zhou is also my nephew, but he is my cousin's son." "I am

the only child of my parents."

"I was born with the mission of taking over the empire. Both the former king and the queen are not in a good state of mind. In short, since I can remember, the task of studying is very heavy, but other than that, my family has nothing to do to me. They gave me the best education and gave me I am a caring home."

"Spiritual sea injury was an accident. When I was patrolling the border, I met a star beast. At that time, the level of mental power was not stable... It will be like this later." "Follow-

up You just know about it."

This is really too simple a description.

Shi Xing digested it for a while, couldn't hold back, and continued talking, "It's hard to hear you explain things so briefly."

Chi Yao was silent, but he didn't evade. He lowered his eyes and smiled, "Although in the past Very good, but it's all in the past, and it's useless to think about it all the time, people still have to look forward."

"Won't... miss it?"

There was another interval between the answers, and Chi Yao's voice was very soft, "Yes , but missing this emotion can't help me better, and dwelling on the past is not good for me."

For a moment, Shi Xing felt Chi Yao's tiredness.

Tired in every dimension.

Not only do you have to deal with various things every day, endure the discomfort in the spiritual sea, but you must also hold on to your heart.

Moreover, he also clearly knows that no one can share the burden for him.

Whether it's Bi Zhou or him, their joining is to pile weight on Chi Yao's body.

With this thought, Shi Xing felt that he had no position to question Chi Yao, although his original intention was not...

the room quieted down.

Like some identity change, this time it was Chi Yao who asked, "Knowing the cause and effect, do you... still have emotions?"

Shi Xing didn't know how to answer.

He didn't speak, Chi Yao said again, "Actually, I have my own considerations if I don't tell you, it's..."

Shi Xing interrupted with three words, "I know."

Chi Yao was taken aback.

Shi Xing: "Your Highness, in the past two days, I can still think clearly about these things."

Shi Xing actually thought clearly.

Unknowingly, his tone became worse again, "It's nothing more than a few reasons: I'm still in the mature stage, I don't want me to have the pressure and burden of treatment; breaking the spiritual sea is not a small thing, it's... don't want me to worry too much; If I have to say it again, maybe I will face the pressure from the Presbyterian Council and the Senate in the future. In this case, you don't want to tell me in advance what I may face. The pressure is too great."

Chi Yao was rarely silent.

After a while, he admitted, "You are right."

With a light breath, he suddenly said, "You don't have to worry too much. Now that I'm matched with you, I've already considered the way ahead. Bi Zhou has grown up very fast, and your personalities can get along. My arrangement..."

There was nothing ahead, Chi Yao suddenly said this, and when Shi Xing realized what his so-called "worry" meant, his emotions suddenly collapsed.

"I'm not worried! I'm not emotional because of this!!"

"I..."

A burst of despair struck, Shi Xing collapsed and buried his face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "Don't say that, I will get angry. "

Chi Yao was silent for a moment, and said softly, "But it's very realistic..."

"I'm really angry!"

Shi Xing's voice suddenly rose for a moment, interrupting Chi Yao again.

Chi Yao was speechless, and after a while, he only uttered three pale words, "Don't be angry."

"It's late." Shi Xing was irritable.

What is louder than restlessness is pain.

It is the uncontrollable pain that will be accompanied by the thought of the possible consequences of breaking the spiritual sea.

The core of Chi Yao's words is actually his last words.

What "if" is, the two of them know very well. If one day, the contract can no longer restrain the spiritual sea, what will the mental power that can cause such serious trauma to the spiritual sea bring to the body after the spiritual sea is lost? ... Shi Xing actually met once...

before he came back, the time he met Chi Yao.

When we meet again, I don't know whether it's instinct or other reasons. His mind always subconsciously ignores Chi Yao's physical condition at that time, but when he dreamed yesterday, Shi Xing remembered clearly and confirmed that His Highness at that time was probably the same as him. Not much time left.

When a person is in poor health, he wants to see more scenery outside.

No one knows better than Shi Xing.

Because of this, he, who knew the future direction in advance, didn't know how to face Chi Yao these two days.

He can't take it.

Shi Xing's voice was hoarse, "I didn't worry about it. You think that after knowing the real situation of your spiritual sea, my first reaction was to lose your protection. What should I do? Do you think I'm so selfish?" Chi

Yao : "But these are all things I should consider, you don't have to worry, but I have to plan."

Shi Xing was completely defeated, and said in a fit of anger, "Can you not talk about these now, if I really can't cure you , I will take the initiative to ask if you don't say it!"

Feeling Shi Xing's resistance, Chi Yao shut his mouth.

Shi Xing buried his face completely in the pillow, the darkness would make him feel better.

He knows he shouldn't be angry...

He also knows that Chi Yao is doing everything for his own good...

But, who wants to do this for his own good!

When he thought that if he couldn't cure Chi Yao, he couldn't accept it, well, completely, he couldn't accept it.

"Are you okay?" After a long time, Chi Yao asked uncertainly.

"No, I'm angry." As he said this, his voice was nasal.

Shi Xing once again thought of what Tan Baishan asked him before leaving the northern border.

——"Actually, I'm curious, what do you think of Your Majesty in your heart now, His Majesty of the Empire, your person in charge, a relative, or a partner and lover?" He now knows why Tan Baishan would ask him this way

.

Because each identity, facing the possibility of Chi Yao leaving, feels different.

And his current reaction, his uncontrollable emotions...

Chi Yao sighed, "Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"

Shi Xing: "Your spiritual sea will recover now."

Knowing that Shi Xing was making trouble Emotionally, Chi Yao asked him in a good temper, "Can I change it?"

Shi Xing: "Then you told me about it from the beginning, and you didn't hide it."

Going back to the past, it's very good, and it's impossible.

Chi Yao was completely speechless.

Just when Shi Xing felt that Chi Yao had given up and would not speak again, the pillow in his arms was suddenly taken away, and his eyes lit up, but Shi Xing hadn't adapted to the light yet, and dimmed again.

Chi Yao came over and hugged him.

His chin was pressed against his forehead, his warm breath brushed against his skin, and he sighed softly, "Xing Xing, don't feel bad."

Shi Xing's eyes burned.

Chi Yao kissed Shi Xing at the end of his eyebrows very lightly, but when he realized what that soft touch was, Shi Xing froze.

Chi Yao said helplessly, "I don't want to tell you, and I don't want to see you like this."

Too many people are suffering for the length of Chi Yao's life, and he doesn't want Shi Xing to be one of them.

Shi Xing felt that his emotions could not be saved, and he couldn't control the Bund.

Chi Yao kissed him again.

Accompanied by uncontrollable emotions, Shi Xing clearly felt that in this kind of contact, there was also his uncontrollable heartbeat.

As for Shi Xing, he didn't dare to think about the meaning.