Coffee ; beta lumity

emi's no sleep diary (4)

HII

im making so many of these no sleep chaps but i love writing them so much UGH

i have an updt

about my ex.

she said to me "please i'll break up with ___ for u, i cant stand seeing u post about ur gf on tt" (i post her a lot on my main acc and clearly thats a problem to her!!)

i said "get a grip" and didnt talk to her for the rest of the day umm
yeah

how hard is it to understand that someone isnt interested??? i feel SO bad for her current bf he does not deserve that, i hope he realises whats going on and breaks up w her because what shes doing is so unfair to him, and honestly im considering texting him myself and sending him ss because its not okay to be doing that while you're dating someone

i wouldnt even THINK of going behind my gf's back like that bro

uhhhh off topic BUT i passed my math test and im super happy and my mom said that since i passed i can dye my hair blonde again 🤗🤗 LMFAO

also i've been getting more sleep recently
i've been going to sleep around 1-2am instead of 3-4am and its making me so happy i feel so much better now omg

okay the entire school day i was listening to cardigan through my airpods in classes and oh my god im not that big of a swiftie but this song . THIS SONG .

CAUSE I KNEW UUUU, STEPPING ON THE LAST TRAIN, MARKED ME LIKE A BLOODSTAIN IIIIII I KNEW U TRIED TO CHANGE THE ENDING PETER LOSING WENDY got me screaming in drama today

my mom's getting me enid's sweater for christmas im so happy i love enid SO much

uhh

i have pe 3 days in a row this week it makes me wanna kms literally

5 periods of pe in one week.

THATS ALMOST A FULL SCHOOL DAY?? I HAVE 7 PERIODS A DAY

I HAD TWO TODAY, TWO TOMORROW FOR AN EVENT AND ONE ON THURSDAY GRRRR

but i dont wanna skip tomorrow either because i get to see my most favorite teacher ever and i only get her wednesday friday and i do not wanna miss out on seeing her i love her so much

i js realised after reading over this that i change topics every paragraph im sorry if that gets annoying omg lmk if it does 😭

anyways

last 2 ish chapters of the lumity fic and its making me so sad idk why. i dont think i'll have a chapter out tonight though, head is empty and im so unmotivated help

i loved writing the fic so much, and i feel like u can atleast see a little progress in my writing as the chapters go on?? 💔

im gonna miss writing, so im considering starting a new fanfic but i need help with plot ideas so if u have any then please dont b shy and tell me, i'm most likely gonna use them (w credit if u want me to!!!)

okay thats all

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i love you all so much and thank u for ur endless support, u all mean the world to me even if we haven't directly talked