I just read your book about me, I'm sorry. I know you'll never see this. But I did love you. I just want you to be happy. I know you aren't but you will be one day. I hope you find your person. No matter how angry I am with you, I did say I'd always care for you and I still do. So yeah. I'm sorry for what I did and who I am and what we came to. I know talking again will put us in the same position. I agree the decision you made to not talk to me is good no matter how much it hurt. And I'm glad you made that decision. I'm sorry. I don't know how many times I have to say it. I'm sorry. I loved you.
