I feel like my life has just turned out for the worst. My parents found my Instagram and took my phone away. I haven't connection to anyone anymore. Mind you this all happened in January. I've not had a phone for two months. And my depression sky rocketed. My phone was such a huge distraction from my thoughts. Now I have nothing but thoughts running and running and racing through my head at the fucking speed of light. My friends ignore me now, they have added new people into this group to replace me. I've gotten into fights with my sister and my parents. And overall I'm just so sad. I physically feel defeated. I'm 0 days clean. I broke over a year without harming myself last week. I've been crying and crying over the stupidest things and I haven't gone a day without thinking about how much better/worse it would be if I just killed myself.
