Rejected Twice

21- explanation

ZOE POV-

"You...a vampa..th-they don't exist zoe" she breathed out.

I glanced at gissel and jess and they nodded reassuringly.

"you need proof" I said.

"of course I do! vampires do not exist! are you on drugs honey?! do you need to pee in one of those cup things" she said.

I made a disgusted face and shook my head.

she sat on jess's couch and stared at me waiting for an answer.

looking down I breathed in and looked back up at her showing her my fangs.

her actions made me feel sad, what she said was heart breaking.

it hurt more then anything.

my heart broke at her words and yet she made me feel glad that I finally explained to her.

the weight I had on my shoulders lifted.

her eyes went wide and she got up fast.

a scream escaped her mouth and she had her hands up in front of hermoving away from me.

"get away! get away!" she said afraid.

I understand she was scared at the moment.

"mom I'm no going to hurt you, I jst wanted to show you proof" I said.

my fangs went away, her scared eyes were still full of fear and disgust.

"what happened to you!?" she spat full of disgust.

"i told you everything already, from the day I went to that school to now" I said.

she looked at gissel and jess still in fear.

I had told her everything when we got back at jess's house.

to say I was nervous was an understatement.

"no no no! s-stop! stay there just stay there and don't come any closer!" she yelled out when I stepped forward.

I want to comfort her that all I want.

but how can I when she's terrified of me.

i understand it takes guts to have a vampire daughter and still love her.

shes my mother and she has to understand why i am hat i am.

i was forced to be this.

i didn't want this life, i just wanted to live life.

yes i still can but not being a vampire and having a 'soul mate' that has to be with you 24/7.

"i-i cant-" she cut her self off as she let a shaky sigh out.

"what do you mean you cant, i'm your daughter...you can get used to me- you know i will NEVER hurt you" i said stepping closer.

"NO! i said no... i just wanted a normal dughater with a good life.. i don't want a firkin blood sucker as my daughter!" she said stepping back.

she got her hand bag and stepped closer to the door.

my heart was literaly slowly crushing.

"i don't hurt no one" i explained.

"YOUR A MONSTER ZOE! I DONT WANT A BLOOD SUCKER AS MY DUAGHTER I WANTED A NORMAL LIFE FOR YOU!" she yelled at me.

"I'm not a monster" i hissed at her m fangs accidently coming out.

she gasped and gripped onto the doorknob.

"I'm-...im sorry, i didn't mean t-" she cut me off.

"you will never be my daughter now.." she said opening the door. she grabbed her suitcase and stepped out.

"your just a blood sucking monster" she said and shut the door.

i wanted to go after her but its her choice.

she made her choice.

and boy did that hurt me.

falling to my knees i fell into deep sob's.

gissel and jess hugged me.

they both said soothing words trying to calm me down.

i sobbed on the floor and held onto the girls.

"its okay zoe..don't cry" gissel said.

"everything will be okay" jess said.

(few hours later)

we decided to come back to the house.

with jess.

she hasn't found her mate yet so she didn't have a problem with it.

i was still a crying mess.

i cried a few times on the road.

just the thought of my mother made me cry.

"were here" gissel said.

i looked up and saw the mansion.

a few people outside playing around or just sitting and admiring the day.

a few warriors guarding the borders.

the three of us stepped out and walked into the house.

"zoe..." a familiar voice breathed out.

i looked at the stair case and saw noah at the bottom carrying Addison and Allison by his side.

he put her down lazily.

"noah" i sobbed out.

he was in front of me in a second.

he quickly engulfed me in a bear hug.

i sobbed on his shoulder my tears dripping onto his shirt.

"what happened" he asked slowly and stuffed his head in the crook of my neck.

"m-my mom" i cried out.

i breathed in trying to calm down.

"i explained everything to her and...and she didn't accept of me being a vampire...noah she called me a blood sucking monster.. and its true i am a monster... i firkin drink blood!" i said.

he looked down at me and shook his head.

he wiped away my tears with his thumb.

"your not a monster" he whispered.

his lips were on mine.

i quickly kissed back.

it was full of careness and worry for me ...but most of all...

it had a glint of love.