Insecurities

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Dating the member of the biggest boyband in the world is the most difficult thing for you. You're always anxious about what you dressed, eat, or do. Because as you know, people always have something to say about you. But Louis is different, he doesn't care about what the people say nor your imperfections. He always tell you that he fell in love with what you are and nothing will change that.

Today is a very tiring day for you, your boss was ranting on about your work ike he always does and you just want to go stress-eating and cuddle with your boyfriend Louis at home.

"Hey love," Louis greets you as you enter the front door.

"Hi," you greet back.

"How was work?" He asks.

"Same old, very tiring day." You sighed.

"Aw, my poor baby." He says and kisses you. His kisses somehow make you feel a little bit better, "dinner's ready but go change upstairs first."

You did as he said and went back downstairs and sat down infront of the dining table.

"Made your favorite," he puts the food down the table and you feel your stomach growl.

You savoured the smell, "Wow, Carbonara! You're the best boyfriend ever."

"I know," he laughs, "dig in!"

You ate as much as you can because you're really that hungry, since you didn't eat at lunch but didn't bother telling Louis.

After dinner, you both cuddled on the couch.

Your head is leaning on his shoulder, intertwining your fingers with his, while watching reruns on your television.

"I have good news." He says.

You look to him, "what is it?"

"We're nominated for Best Artist of the Year at the Brits." He says happily.

You smile, "that's great, Louis!"

He nodded, "it really is, that's why we're invited to go to the Brits in two weeks."

"Wonderful to hear that," you're certainly happy for the success of your boyfriend.

"Not just that, we're allowed to bring one guest with us." He continues, "so do you want to come with me?"

You're surprised, because it's the first time he asks you to be his date on an award show.

"Seriously?" You say.

"Yes, love." He chuckles.

"I'd love to." You smile brightly and you lean it to kiss him passionately.

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Brit Awards is coming in less than two weeks and you're excited. Of course, not just it's your first time going on a big event, but you'll be able to support your boyfriend in his career and that's always you love to do.

This day is actually a bit different day, because your boss is calm and kind to you along with your co-workers. And much to your surprise, he let you leave early for work.

Louis' day off is today that's why you can spend time with him and maybe go out with him to go shop some clothes for Brits.

As you enter your flat quietly, you hear loud voices come from the living room, and you remember that Louis said he'll invite the boys today.

You quietly remove your coat and shoes, and were about to greet them but suddenly you hear your name from their conversation.

"How are you and (Y/N)?" You hear Liam say, and you decided to eavesdrop on what you expect their typical boy talk.

"Pretty great, (Y/N) and I are going strong," you smile as you hear him say it.

"But.." He suddenly adds, and you were curious.

"But what?" Niall asks.

"I'm actually worried about her lately. Her eating habit is different and she's putting a lot of weight. I just wish she eat less or maybe work out, especially Brits is coming." Louis simply stated but it just tore your heart to pieces.

Your insecurities are coming back and eating you slowly. You couldn't belive he'd say that, especially when he's the one who said that he loves what you are.

You did not want to hear their conversation anymore so you went out for a bit to walk and think about things. Things that how could he say that to you, and why did he say that.

You pass by a boutique and see a dress that is so beautiful but then you see your reflection through the glass and you realized he was right: you concluded you're truly getting fat.

A tear slips from your eye. You remember the fans hating you because they say you don't look good for Louis, and that he deserves better that is a model. It hurt you, but what Louis said hurts you more. You decided that you're going to do what he says if that's what he wants, if he will love you that way.

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