one direction imagines

he finds out you cut (niall)

you and you're boyfriend  niall where laying on the couch watching tv when niall grabbed your arm.

"come cuddle with me" he said pulling you closer to him

" ow!" you said pulling back your arm

" oh god! babe did I hurt you" he asked

" no! its okay" you said praying he wouldn't ask to look at your arm

you used to cut when you where younger but stopped for a really long time. you had recently been cutting again because of all the hate you were  getting from fans. You where afraid that if niall knew he would freak out and make you go to therapy or something. he would never understand that cutting was like therapy to you.

you moved closer to niall and laid your head down on his shoulder. he put his arms around you gave you a small kiss on the forehead .

a few moments later you looked down at your arms and noticed that blood was starting to appear on your sweater sleeve .  you wriggled out of nialls arms and got up.

" where are you going princess" he asked looking up at you

" to the bathroom Ill be right back" you said walking away

you quickly walked to the bathroom and pushed up your sleeves. a couple of your cuts where bleeding. you graded some toilet paper and dabbed at them praying they would stop bleeding so you could lay back down with niall. you had been in the bathroom awhile and niall must have been getting worried because there was a small knock at the door.

" y/n are you okay?" he asked

" uh.....yeah just a second" you said nervously.

" im coming in" he said abruptly

before you had a chance to react niall was standing next to you

" oh my god! princess" niall said his voice cracking slightly

" niall I......." you said

he just stood there staring at your arm.

" im going to ask a really stupid question" he said " why the hell are you doing this"

" you wont understand" you said shaking your head 

" please tell me" he pleaded 

" its so hard being your girlfriend" you said quietly

" im the one making you do this" he said as a few tears started to roll down his cheeks

" no! no of cores not" you said " its the fans and the paparazzi's its so much to deal with" 

he just stood there his blue eyes piercing your ( color) ones.

" its like every one hates me" you said quietly

" what are you talking about" he asked

" the fans wish I was dead and' before you could finish niall cut you off with a kiss

" the only people that matter right now is you and me don't worry about what the fans think" he said

then niall started to bandage up your arm.

" will you stop" he asked suddenly

" what?" you asked 

" will you stop for me at least" he asked again

" niall its not that easy..." you trailed off knowing he would never understand

" yes it is just promise me you will ignore the hate and then you can stop" he said finishing your bandages

you nodded and he wrapped his arms around you  

hey guys this is my first ever imagine and I know it sucks if u could please read the next imagines I would really appreciate it thank you so much comment and vote ~onedirectiongurl16