one direction imagines

(zayn)

I sat on the end of the dock. my bare feet skimmed against the top of the cold water. i was wearing a loose sweater and jean shorts. it was getting cold but i didn't care. i was to busy trying to figure out what me and zayns status was at the moment  .we were staying at my parents farm and got in a huge argument. i decided to go and get some air and let him cool off .

i heard foot steps on the dock but i didn't turn around knowing exactly who it was

" is this really what you want" zayn asked sitting down next to me

i knew exactly what he was talking about. that last thing i has said to him was that  i was done and wanted to break up.

he looked over at me like he was waiting for an answer

i shook my head and wiped my cheek with my sleeve

" then why are we doing this" he asked

i shrugged and he grabbed my hand.

we sat there in silence for a few minutes when i leaned my head on his shoulder and whispered " im cold"  

he put his arm around my back but didn't say any thing

" is there anyway for you to like not get mad at me every day" he asked

i stood up and felt a string of tears behind my eyes . i had taken about 2 steps away from him when he grabbed my hand

" babe wait i didn't mean it like that" he said

" you don't get it do you"  asked as tear started to fall down my cheeks

" don't get what " he asked getting up

" i feel like you don't care about us any more like you want to move on" i said

he stood in front of me and put a hand on my cheek

" im so sorry" he said quietly

i looked in to his eyes and i could tell he  really was sorry

" i know" i said quietly

he kissed me then pulled away . i wrapped my arms around my neck and he hugged me. and i buried my head in his neck.

" i love you" he said against my skin

" i love you too" i said back