warning!!!! this imagine is about self harm and could be a trigger for some people . if you do not feel comfortable with a topic like this pleas do not read.
I sat on the floor of me and harry’s bathroom . with an artist’s knife in my hand . I cut lone deep slashes along my bare stomach and upper thighs . blood was pooled on the floor around me. blood came out of my cuts in steady streams . I sat there in a trance staring at them .i was so involved in cutting that I didn’t even noticed that someone was in the house until liam swung the bathroom door open .
“ hey y/n harry wanted me to come over and tell you to come to the studi….” His eyes widened “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!”
“ uh nothing” I said pulling my shirt down over my stomach
“ oh my god! I have to call harry , he-he needs to know” liam stuttered
“ NO!” I shouted lunging for his phone “ HE DOSNT HAVE TO KNOW”
“ YES HE DOES LOOK AT WHAT YOURE DOING” he shouted dialing harrys number
“ no he dosnt “ I yelped slumping down onto the floor as tears spilled out of my eyes
LIAMS P.O.V
I looked down at y/n she was laying on the ground blood soaking through her shirt and every so often sobs would cause her body to convulse. I dialed harrys number praying he would answer.
“ hey” harry said answering the phone
“ harry you need to get over here right now!” I said quickly
“ over where , and why whats wrong?” he asked “ wait is that y/n who’s crying is she okay”
“ your house and there isn’t any time to explained just hurry!” I said my tone getting louder
“ uh o-ok” he said hanging up
I knelt down next to y/n trying to comport her alone with trying to stop her from bleeding
“ NO!” she screamed “ GET AWAY FROM ME THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT GET AWAY!”
“ y/n” I said quietly
“ NO GET AWAY!” she screamed again
I stood up and backed away hoping harry would get here quickly . a few minutes later I heard a car door slam then the front door open. I hurried down stairs to meet harry .
“ LIAM” he called running into the living room
“ harry “ I said breathlessly “ she –she’s upstairs”
He ran past my upstairs and I followed him
HARRY’S P.O.V
I ran into me and y/n room. Then ran into our bathroom . there y/n was laying on the bathroom floor sobbing. There was so much blood it was unbelievable. I grabbed a towel and ran over to where she was laying. I picked her up slightly wrapping her in the towel . she cried out in pain just as liam ran into the bathroom.
“ liam whats wrong with her . WHAT HAPPENED” I said raising my voice
“ i-I came into the bathroom and she was cutting her legs and stomach with that knife over there” he said pointing a shaky finger at a knife in the corner
I looked down at y/n . her eyes where closed slightly and she looked very pale “ y/n baby im here just stay awake we are getting you help”
“ LIAM CALL THE POLICE “ I said starting to panic
YOUR P.O.V
The room started spinning and my vision was getting blurry. I felt really tiered as though I hadn’t slept in days . harry was looking down at me and saying something that I couldn’t hear. The pain that was surging through my body was worse than anything I had ever experienced . my eye lids started getting heavy and all I wanted to do was sleep . the last thing I heard before everything went black was harry yelling
“ Y/N Y/N NO DON’T FALL ASLEEP” he was yelling then sobbing “ baby no”
I woke up to an electronic beeping
“ beep”……. pause…… “ beep” …..pause ……“ beep”…. pause
The room was so bright that it hurt my eyes at first but I got used to it after a moment . my body was so stiff that I didn’t think I could move . I turned my head and looked out the large window where harry and liam where standing. They were talking and sipping something in a star bucks cup . they both looked pretty exhausted . I glanced up at the clock that read 2:30 am . i looked back out the window at harry and liam. Eventually harry looked over at my noticing I was awake. He shoved the cup he was holding at liam who grabbed it out of his hand. He ran into the room
“ hey love” he said quietly sitting down in the hard plastic chair
“ hi” I said weakly
“ how are you feeling” he asked
“ pretty tiered” I said
“ yeah well you lost a lot of blood” he said picking up my hand gently “ they gave you a small blood transfusion when you were asleep and if everything works out okay they will give you another one”
I nodded and he kissed the back of my hand. A nurse in pink and purple scrubs opened the door to my hospital room .
“ im sorry sir but visiting hours for today are over , you can come back from 9-12 tomorrow” she said looking at harry
He nodded then got up “ okay love well I will see you tomorrow , try and get some rest I love you” he leaned down then kissed my forehead . a wet hot tear rolled down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away
“ don’t cry love” harry said bringing his hand up to my face
“ I just don’t want you to leave” I sniffled
“ I know but this nice nurse is going to be here with you and I will come back as soon as I can” he said
“ yes I will ,I actually need to check you bandages” the nurse chimed in walking over to me
Harry gave me one last kiss then walked out the door where liam was standing. The nurse walked to the side of the bed and pulled the privacy curtain closed then walked over to me .
“ okay im going to take a look at the bandages” she said lifting up my hospital gown and exposing my stomach which was cover in gauze . my upper thighs were also tightly wrapped.
The nurse looked at them for a moment before putting my gown back down
“ everything looks great the doctor will be taking a closer look at them tomorrow though” she said cheerily “ do you need a sleeping pill to get to sleep”
I shook my head
“ okay well I hope you sleep well, press this button if you need any assistance in the night “ she said pointing to a red button on the side of the hospital bed
“ okay thank you” I said quietly
“ no problem “ she said turning the lights off and exiting the room
I laid my head down and closed my eyes. I tried to fall asleep but all I could think about was how much I wished harry was laying next to me right now.
thank you for reading I hope you liked it if so comment for part 2 ~onedirectiongurl16
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