one direction imagines

(zayn)

“ bye babe , I love you” zayn said leaning in to kiss my cheek

I looked up and gave him a sweet smile “ see ya” I said quietly

I could tell that he was hoping I was going to finally say ‘I love you’ back to him, But I just wasn’t ready. I could also tell that it broke his heart every time I didn’t say it back to him. I knew he thought I was never going to love him liked he loves me but that’s not true , I love zayn A LOT  its just that I don’t think im ready to tell him quite yet.

“ its okay babe I understand” he said practically reading my thoughts

I nodded

“ you shouldn’t say things you don’t mean” he said

“ zayn” I whispered “ that’s not” I was interrupted by zayn talking

“ anyway I need to go bye” he said quickly opening the door and closing it rather hard after him . I rushed after him opening the door and walking onto  the front porch.

“ zayn wait that’s not what I meant” I shouted hurrying down the porch steps

“ I need to get going bye” zayn repeated ignoring what I had just said

“ ZAYN WAIT” I shouted

Zayn quickly got into his car turning it on and pulling out of my driveway and speeding down the road. His tired squealed as he quickly turned a corner  .

I let out a frustrated groan and sat down on the porch steps running my hand through my hair.  I hated the fact that zayn thinks I don’t love him .

I  pulled my phone out of my pocket and sent a quick text to zayn

To: zayn  <3

I know you are mad at me and don’t want to talk right now but I just want to know where you are going  

~y/n

 

I sat on the porch for about 10 more minutes and zayn still hadn’t replied

 

To: zayn <3

Please answer im worried

~y/n

 

Another 10 minutes passed

To: zayn <3

PLEASE ANSWER ME!!!!!!!!!

~y/n

 

 I waited 5 more minutes before giving up and going inside . I figured zayn probably went out to some bar or something with one of the boys and that if he didn’t text me back by midnight I could just ask one of the boys but for the time being I would just give him his space.

I walked into the kitchen to get a glass of water , when I got into the kitchen I noticed that zayns phone was sitting on the counter . I sighed in relief partly because I now knew why zayn wasn’t answering and also because he would have to come get him phone form me sometime and then I would be able to talk to him . I turned him phone on and saw all the texts from me displayed on his screen. I contemplated deleting them but decide not to because then he would know that I actually did care about him.

I decided to go sit out on the porch for a while longer to see if zayn would come back to get his phone.

About 30 minutes later when I was just about to go inside and go to bed a car pulled up into the driveway. Zayn got out and slowly walked up to the porch stoping and shoving his hands deep inside his pockets when he saw me sitting on the steps.

“ I left my phone here so I came back to get it” zayn mumbled

“ I know” I said pulling his phone out of my pocket  laughing slightly in attempt to lighten the mood.  Let me just say it didn’t work .

“ thanks” he mumbled snatching his phone out of my hand and turning back around .

“ zayn wait”  I said standing up “ im really sorry , I never meant for you to think I don’t love you because I do..”

“ you do what?” he asked turning back around to face me

“ I do love you”  I replied

I saw a smile tug at the side of zayns lips and he walked over to me sitting down.

“ I know you do and Im sorry I got mad it was just hard not hearing you say it back to me and I guess after a while I just started to think that maybe you really didn’t love me like I love you” he said

I turned to face him “ well you thought wrong because I do love you I guess it was just hard for me to say before”

“ what about now” he asked a full on smile on his lips

“ I can honestly and easily say that I love you zayn malik” I said

Zayn smile widened and me leaned in to kiss me .

Zayn pulled back and smirked at me “ that’s nice to finally hear” he joked

“ shut up” I said smacking his arm playfully

“ I love you y/n y/last/n” zayn said against my lips

“ I love you too zayn malik” I replied

Okay so just because I wrote this dosent mean that I am  back to writing fan fiction , I just wrote this because im bored .I guess I will see how many reads , comments and votes I get before I say if im gonna start writing fan fiction again. So if you guys want me to start writing again comment and vote and share my book / profile so I get more reads on my stuff please . I hope that doesn’t sound bossy or rude because that not what im trying to come off at all!, its just that I need to know if people even think my fan fiction are even worth reading and sharing anymore , I really do love all my readers (even if it doesn’t seem like it) but I really do love and appreciate you guys ~onedirectiongurl16