In The Garden Of Virtue & Vice

Part-84

'Just look at yourself sara...Ek baar bhi socha hai ki tera aisa chehra dekh ke kaisa lgta hai sabko..acha sabka chhod yrr...khud apne baare mei kabhi socha hai!!??' Abhishek said looking at sara.

'Abhi...Don't try to show me anything...ab jo hu main wohi hu...change hona is not easy. Aap pehle woh hote ho joh aap real mei ho, phir ek person aata hai life mei aur poori tarah se aapko change kar deta hai...aur aap uss person ke khusi ke liye woh bhi karte ho, phir woh chhod ke chala jaata hai, uske baad kya? Aap jo presently ho usse bhi kharab condition mei aa jaate ho. Aur ab ek aur person aaega life mei who will tell be the real one again jisko maine pta nahi kitna piche chhod diya hai!!! Possible nahi hota hai abhishek. Mat try karo kuch bhi, last mei tum hurt ho jaoge...meri wajah se' Sara said her voice cracking at the end. Abhishek didn't expect such kind of reply from her. He made her look at him. She looked down.

'Mujhe dekho sara..see..' He lifted her chin upwards & their eyes connected. He looked at her with concern.

'Sara..I am not saying to change yourself to other person, am just trying to say that try to be yourself. Real sara ko bahar lao, jo tere andar kahi kho gyi hai aur tujhe khud use raasta dikhana hai' Abhishek said & cupped her face. Sara kept staring at him & then suddenly hugged him. Abhishek hugged her back & kissed her temples. Sara was sobbing.

'Nahi ho pata hai...nahi ho pata hai..jab bhi kuch acha karne ka sochti hu ya kuch acha ho raha hota hai toh sab pehle ki baatein aankhon ke saamne aa jaati hai ho mujhe weak kar deti hai. Darr lagta hai mujhe, darr lagta hai kahi phir koi betray karega toh main kya karungi, bas yahi rok leta hai mujhe. I trusted varun so much...I loved him with all my heart but uske liye main bs woh ladki thi jo uski tadap mita sake...aur mere mana karne pe uska ego hurt ho gya....that sex addict. Aaj bhi pta nahi kitni ladkiyo ki zindagi barbaad kr raha hoga, but koi kuch nahi kar skta. Ameer baap ka bigda aulaad hai. Sabko khareed sakta hai...aur aakhir last mei hota kya hai, ladki pe hi ilzaam lagta hai...' She took a pause & sighed heavily. 'Chhodo abhishek, thank you so much mere liye itna sochne ke liye. Tum sab hi bs ho jinpe main bharosa kar sakti hu' Sara completed.

'Toh kyu piche hatt rahi ho mujhse?' Abhishek asked. Sara looked at him with hurt visible in her eyes. She was caught off guard.

'Chalo abhishek..hume aaru k pass chalna chahie. Woh discharge ho gayi hogi' Sara tried to change the topic.

'Kyu apni feelings ko dabana chahti ho yrr tum. Ek baar toh mujhpe bharosa kar ke dekho. Bas piche bhaagne se kuch nahi hota hai, ulta tum hi hurt hogi' Abhishek said. She looked at him with emotionless face expression

'Chalo abhishek' Sara said & left from there. He saw her figure diminishing.

'You love me sara. I know & i can see it in your eyes. I will fill your life with happiness again. I love you' Abhishek said with low voice.

******

'Sir, location trace karne mei problem ho rahi hai' A guy said.

'Try karte raho...hum succeed ho jaenge' Rohit said as his heartbeat raised in anxiety. He suddenly punched the wall in front of him. Everyone gave him a bewildered look.

'Calm down rohit!!' Rohit whispered to himself. 'Sorry guys!!' Rohit apologised.

Sumedh went towards him & kept his hands on his shoulder.

'Tu itna kyu restless ho raha hai!? Mil jaega location' Sumedh said.

'Nahi sumedh tu samjh nahi raha hai. Woh pakka kisi bht bade problem mei phasi hui hai. Aur woh problem aur koi nahi pakka varun hai' Rohit said.

'Tu itna sure kaise hai?' Sumedh asked.

'Kyuki main iss varun ke case mei bht pehle se kaam kar raha hu. Woh bht pohcha hua banda hai. Aur main tension mei isilie bhi hu kyunki bandana mera help kar rahi thi iss case mei' Rohit spat. Sumedh widened his eyes.

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