My Life and Other Sad Things

in the back of your car

in the back of your car -

i want to love you for
forever
i want to always be inside your arms
living in your black t
you smell like who i want to be
i want to hear your heart beat
to see you smile in your sleep
everyday unknowing if its wrong

i want us to be
always in this moment
i never want to forget
this feeling
i am always going
to keep believing

my head on your chest
your arms around my waist
your lips slightly parted
slightly snoring
no ignoring
your hands
just barely beneath my shirt
to feel my skin

a blanket tucked around us
your soft breathing
against my ear
never fearing
never knowing
never prying
never hiding
never lost
never stolen
just believeing
a simple embrace

somehow i'm protected
your collected
your perspective
and ive never in my life
have felt this safe

i want to stay
like this forever
i dont want to regret
this new endeavor

dont ever give a reason
to doubt you
i dont who id be
without you

lets take it slow
nowhere to go
hold me tight
say goodnight

i love the
the way you hold me
like you'll never let me
go

i want to be with you
forever
i won't regret this new
endeavor