My Life and Other Sad Things

i crawl

i crawl
into your covers
and you get in after me
you take me in your arms
your whole body shaking

i laugh what are you thinking?

my hands are holding your face

youre in my bed you say

yeah i say that was kind of the point

you squeeze me.

i think you should turn around your voice is hoarse

i do

i face the wall
and all i can feel
is your arms

why did you want me to turn around i ask

your a little too tempting
i just want to relax and enjoy this moment

i smile
and let myself enjoy the moment
as much as i can
before we hear your parents car pull up

i run and hide in the bathroom
and take a few moments to breathe