My Life and Other Sad Things

i hate seeing you

i hate seeing you
unable to talk to you

feeling everyone's
judgement

i don't belong
but i want to

somehow you find a way
to give me secret smiles

im so lonely
i dont know who to talk to

your friends stop by
and you call them my dude

im not sure if this is a new thing
or if i didnt notice it before

its cute

i dont know what to say to them
so i say nothing

im sorry im so needy
and afraid

-your graduation party