REGRET - Taekook ✔

Chapter 35

I'm in a writing mood these days so here you go with yet another update. Be prepared for the longest chapter of this book! Enjoy ;)

Taehyung come out of his room in the morning, for a whole night he hadn't get a blink of sleep but was in his deep thoughts.

No he hadn't cried, nor he feels any pain or sadness. He just wants to be alone and－just think. Think about their future, their relationship and most of all about what he should be doing next.

And finally he made a decision that he think is best for both of them.

He saw his pup sleeping soundly on his bed clutching his plushy tightly in his arms, while the blanket was pooling onto the floor. He smile and shake his head. He covered him with the cover and kiss his forehead softly. Coming out of the room as quitely as possible because it will be good if jungmin sleeps when he talks to jungkook.

He wants no interruption at the moment.

He feels that the alpha is not in his room so he follow his scent and it was in the garden where they were last night.

He took a deep breath and come out of the house into the backyard. He looks around and saw him crouching on one of the sofa chair in a very uncomfortable position.

He walked towards him and shake him awake not missing the trial of dried tears on his face and the puffy eyes and cheeks.

Jungkook open his eyes, squinting at the harsh sunlight hitting his face and look confused for a second at the omega infront of him. Is he dreaming or what? Surely Taehyung won't come to him first thing in the morning after what happened last night.

"I want to talk" the Omega muttered and sat beside him. Jungkook rubbed his face to come out of his tired state. They were silent for a while when he realize why Taehyung must be here. Is he that eager to leave him－might be.

"Oh....! Do you want me to do it here or...?" Jungkook look down, the lump already forming in his throat while he was trying to hold his wolf down who was angrily howling at him and crying in sadness.

Taehyung look up at him frowning. "What?"

"You came here so I-I can reject you right so should I do it now?" Jungkook look at the opposite side while saying this, he just can't face him right now plus he don't want taehyung to see his eyes which are already at the brink of tears.

"Who said I came here for that?" Jungkook head snapped at his direction, his brows knitted in confusion. "What? B-But you left last night so I-I thought you..." he trailed off.

Taehyung sigh and shake his head. "I needed time to think and wanted to be alone for a while. I came here because I want to talk to you"

"About?"

"Us" the omega replied.

Jungkook nodded.

"So..."

"It feels awkward to talk you know? Because we never talk with each other calmly. There was no communication between us, from the start. We just shout, scream, blame and humiliate one another for not handling our own emotions－It was our first biggest mistake" Taehyung says looking at Jungkook who sighed, he can't be more agree with him.

"That's why I leave last night without any word. I don't want my emotions to control me again. I was overwhelmed from all of the happenings in my life that I don't know what to do. So I left－to clear my mind from all of it and think carefully about our future." Jungkook heart beats fastly when he hear 'our future' does it mean....?