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Suicide Is On My Mind

Mom, dad did I make you proud?
Are you finally happy now
Killing myself from the inside out
Now that's what I'm talking about

Suicide is on mind
It's all I can think about tonight

So before I go,
You should know
I have felt these feelings for awhile
There's too many demons for me to hide

Suicide is on my mind
All it takes is one knife

Would it be so bad if died?
All this time, behind a mask I've had to hide
This mask can simply be a smile
A true one has not been seen in quite some time

Suicide is on my mind
No one would miss me if I died

It's too late
To fix my mistakes
After all I am one
And that can't be undone

Suicide is on my mind
I'm an ugly one of a kind

No one can love me
How could thee?
For I don't, so answer me
Who would ever be so stupid and daring
To love an ugly duckling

I am broken and unfixable
I wish I could have a do over
But let's be real, this is life
They say others have it worse, are they right?
Of course they do
But don't forget I suffer too

I shouldn't complain even though I have many scars,
Because I self harm
Oh wait even if I do
Why should you care?
I'm invisible to you

I'm reaching out
It would be time to help me now
If you don't, I don't mind
No one has cared in quite some time

Suicide is on my mind
What it be so bad if I died tonight?
Its what only seems right

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