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How can you know who you can't see?
If you'd see, you'd become my enemy.
You might ask me "why?"
It's because I've been wanting to die
once you know this, I can't trust you
Because I know that when I'm blue,
You won't be anywhere in sight,
again I'll cry myself to sleep at night
Soon you'll forget about me
if you come around I'll beg you to leave
Because you shouldn't see the scars
You'd pretend to care and that'll be enough for me to join the stars
You are not to be blamed
Just don't cry when they say my name
For the very last time
And think what would happen if you didn't ignore the signs
or all the times I claimed to be fine
I kept pushing you away
But I silently begged you to stay
Don't blame yourself, I never told
Because I didn't want chaos to unfold
So I'm glad you can't see,
I don't want you to be my enemy
Because you're someone I truly need
Who might be able to make me stay
On this earth another day
The funny thing is that you won't know
That you're the one keeping me alive
You're the one who'll be hurt if I go,
knowing that, I can't yet say goodbye

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