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Why not end it all?
It would be so much easier for everyone
If I just allowed myself to fall

Into the deep dark sad abyss
That now instead of loathing it,
It's a feeling I've come to miss

I don't want to go on any more
With fake smiles and a bed of lies
Don't be too surprised
If there's a knock on the door
And because of the inevitable news
You act shocked and fall to the floor

It's funny how you can go from
being treated like shit
To being cared for,
where memorial candles are lit

But it'll all be okay
Because I know you'll get over it
And when it is my day
You'll just try to forget

I feel hated and alone
And when I'm left to myself
The suicidal thoughts tend to roam
around silently praying for help

The lies have grown much too tall
And as I succumb to the hatred,
my death is something a shan't stall
So I whisper with my dying breath,
"why not end it all?"

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