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Things don't get better, If they did, then why am I writing this suicide letter?
I want to give up, this pain I feel is growing to be too much.
You'll say you never saw the signs, but how could you not see the lie behind "I'm fine"?
But don't you worry, this isn't your fault, it's society's image that tore me apart.
Everyone goes through a tough time, so maybe the reason you said those things was to fit in line.
I am the one who should be sorry for the words said were nothing compared to the ones in my head.
They appeared everyday and they were about my image and my weight.
You'll probably scream that it isn't fair and for God to take you instead, but those thoughts wanted me dead.
They were relentless and I couldn't take it anymore, I'm sorry they're will be no answer when you come to knock on the door.
I'm sorry for everything, just know that I loved you when I doubt you could love me.

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