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Maybe my time
Has finally come
And this story
Of life will be done

No more cries
No more lies
It'll be hard to say me goodbyes
And then I'll die
By committing suicide

And I'll finally be free
To just be me
And for once happy
I hope that's what you'll see
After you find my body

Lying there
With a big blank stare
You'll ask how this is fair
And claim you cared

Well if you did
How could you not see,
The scars on my wrists
And how I wanted to leave

But I won't die just yet
I couldn't stand to see
You upset
Even if I live,
It'll be with regret
I honestly wish that the thoughts
in my head never met
That way my cheeks
Wouldn't grow so wet

Over the pain I've tried to cry away
When I think of how I came this way
And how I'll want it to be the day
I no longer have to deal with the pain
I hope you save me
Before it grows to late
It's what you will say
That will convince me to stay
Or will have my heart break
And me lying awake

Thinking of bad thoughts
And me never being caught
As I fall into a pit of darkness
No one can see

But I'll cover it up
With a big smile
And lots of makeup
And the same old lie
Which simply is
"I'm fine"

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