Unscripted Story Of My Life

Part 1

GODDESS-KALAHARI
" Sir " I saluted .I am nervous , dissapointment already aware of what is to come , I failed miserably. The worst is yet to come .

He nodded .He couldn't even look into my eyes , he may not show it but deep down I know he is super disgusted by me .
I dropped my hand .He waved dismissively , normally he would look straight at me and I would gaze ahead but this time it was different .
" I am sending you back Goddess "
What ! No ! I know I messed up but going back to shame is just a slap on my face , cheek , heart dang I dont even know what to say or think.

" Sir ... but "

" That's final , I can't have you here after what happened. It's a miracle you even survived. Go home sergeant you have served the country well ." His voice stern .
What the hell !
I miss home ,I miss my husband but I love serving in the military. As he said it was indeed an honor to serve my country, I should have listened to my husband I wouldn't be in this situation.

" you are to leave upon immediate effect . In ten minutes the plane to The United States will be here board it ."
What happened was my fault. I know it was. I miscalculated everything and ...
" Yes sir " I saluted. I hate to leave but those were the orders I must obey .

I turned to leave , I will miss this base , the food the adventure the laughter , so many memories , the good , bad and ugly .

" Goddess , I hope you understand I am doing this for your sake. Go home and take some rest collateral damages happen ."

" thank you sir "

I am going back home damaged but am glad Damien is there for me .
I went back to my tent to pack up my few belongings .
Loading my garments inside my bag squeezing them all in to fit , they looked few but they were quite a lot regardless I will return home to burn them all. In a sad and lonely ceremony
I turned to the empty beds . I could still smell their scents , hear their laughter, their smile , their jokes about how a girl like me would choose a job like this .
" you definitely look like a stripper , the one in those fancy clubs in Atlanta, "

" or an instagram model , the type that makes athletes nut so hard"
I would laugh at the jokes, I am happy with what i do , Damien loves what I do , though he hates to see me leave . regardless he lets me be whatever the hell I want .
I could hear hearty laughter in my head .
Empty beds and I , thats all thats left of this place. They were not empty when I arrived here .

I took a deep breath and carried my bags loading the big bag on my back as I carried the rest .

The plane had already arrived .
Cargo being loaded as well as boxes , boxes I couldn't look at without feeling sick to my stomach looking at . The American flag covering them, all of them as we stood for a moment of silence , its such a shame it all had to end like this .

I marched into the plane and took a seat .
I will sleep my self through the entire flight that is if I can even try . I hadn't had any sleep for days. It's been a nightmare . On the bright side I have something to look forward to , my husband. His cozy body massage on my back , laughing with him and making love all night .
I slept through the entire flight as I hoped to filling my head with thoughts about home.

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I hoped into a cab , everything felt different, it's been long since I was home .
Driving through the streets of Atlanta . New buildings and streets .

He stopped infront of my car gate .

Helping offload the luggage from the trunk.

" welcome home my darling " he said with open arms ready to embrace me
I hugged him . Kissing him and holding him so tightly.