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ashton's pov:

i glanced over to sady who had just followed me into the kitchen.

she slid her jacket off as i poured us both a drink

i fucking need it.

you-ive only got whiskey sorry
i apologized sliding her the glass from across the table and she smiled

sady-thats fine, i just need anything after that embarrassing argument infront of hundreds of people
she said backing the glass of liquid

and i shouldn't have let you in my house. what if y/n's home. she can see us and i need to end things with you sady

i glanced over seeing her face covered in tears. her body was sat ontop of rowan's and he said something to her which was too long to makeout but they both laughed after it.

she looked so happy with him considering i'd just shattered her heart my own along with it.

she nudged his shoulder lightly letting her head fall to onto it

her-not funny
she said hiding her beautiful smile.

i couldn't help but carry on staring leaving sady looked around at literally nothing she hadn't seen before.

she touched her face and glanced down at her hand in shock

did she cry all her makeup off??

sady-have you changed ur bedroom?
sady asked as i lead the way to my room showing her the same old bedroom she'd saw 3 weeks ago

i hadn't done anything with her while i was talking to y/n and i stand by that. i didn't ever want to hurt y/n the way i did tonight.

you rolled my head over seeing sady fall back onto my bed giggling

she glanced up to the mirror with a smile

sady-i love the mirror, i always have
she bit her lip glancing back down to me

lets get this over and down with.

my hands fell to my belt talking with sady

you-this is the last time ur getting me

sady-i know and im gonna take the opportunity while i can ashy

ashy. i fucking hated the nickname.

i glanced over seeing rowan strip her off the dress i'd got her and replace it with an oversized shirt and some soft shorts

again he said something but i was focused on her

she smiled pulling him between her legs

her-its perfect
she smiled to his face

i know her lips anywhere. i could listen to her for hours and her lips were so easy to read.

his cheek rested on her chest gazing up at her.

her hands ran slowly though his hair as her eyes stare over and into my bedroom