patient or past?

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gail had now left and you had just finished cleaning up and now lay in bed in your lingerie ready for work tommorow

you-can you come over?
you messaged ashton seeing him walk out the shower clearly in a good mood because he was singing while his phone was in his hand

ashton-ohh i remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night!

you could hear his beautiful voice through the glass which made you giggle and lie staring

ashton-im the one who makes your laugh when you know your about to cry!!! and i know your favourite songs and you tell me about your dream, think i know where you belong, think i know its with meeee

taylor swift, you hated her music but you loved just that one song.
you belong with me.

he pulled some sweatpants over his body while you stared at him he grabbed his keys and made his way over letting himself in

you-i love that song
you said to him and he froze in the doorway

ashton-you could hear me?

you-yeah, and your voice is amazing sing it to me sometime please?

he chuckled and slid into the bed with you and cuddling up behind you

you spun around facing him with a smile and he giggled

ashton-whats the smiling about

because i know that one day we are gonna have beautiful little children and my baby fever is flying through the roof recently

you-your just so handsome
you complimented him and he snuggled into your chest

ashton-do you really have to work tommorow? i wanted a cooking day or something

you giggled
you-i want a cooking day too but ive already missed people's appointments ash and its super important for them to get stuff off their chest.

ashton whined holding you as tightly as possible

ashton-ur such a good person you wont even skip for me
he whispered and you smiled

you-i love you ashton but i've already missed 2 days. its 1 too many

ashton-and it's only 9pm your already in bed
he whined again and you sighed pulling back and taking his face in your hands

you-ive got an early start hunny, now stop whining and just cuddle me please?

he smiled pulling you back against his chest making you smile

you lay there for probably 20 minutes in silence enjoying eachothers company before you broke the silence

you-do you remember when we spoke about having children?

ashton-mhm you only want 1

you-i want 2. they can be best friends

he pulled back excited
ashton-really? you agree with me?

you-yeah one boy and one girl
you smiled to him seeing his eyes fade soft

ashton-thats why you were staring at me earlier, you want a kid with me dont you

you-it's too soon in our relationship but i cant stop thinking about it
you whispered upset by your own words

ashton-as soon as you say the words we can try for our little babies sweetheart

you smiled and gently kissed his collarbone that was on show

you-give me time baby

ashton-i'll give you all the time in the world
he whispered drifting off to sleep with you

you woke up the following morning to your horrible 5am alarm

6am this morning isnt that lovely.

you rolled out of ashton's loose grip feeling the worst possible and went into the bathroom to having a quick shower and get ready

but before you could you begin to throw up into the toilet

what's wrong with me? i was literally fine the entire trip

maybe just jet lag, i mean ive been too busy since ive got home to focus on the flight

after cleaning yourself up in the shower you changed into a pretty pair of loose bottoms, purple longsleeved shirt fixing your hair and face now meeting ashton in your bedroom

ashton-oh wow hello beautiful
he chuckled pulling you onto his lap and you giggled wrapping your arms around his neck hugging him getting that horrible feeling again

why am i sick, i cant be sick

ashton-mm your phone went off earlier but i was too busy thinking of baby names

you-ashton not funny im not even pregnant
you chuckled quickly letting your smile fade

ain't no way. being sick this morning, i mean weve never used protection?

ashton-something wrong ur face has just gone blank baby?
he chuckled holding your hands loosely

you-ive gotta go im late, let yourself out
you lightly smiled walking out the room and he chuckled

ashton-no goodbye kiss?!!

you went back into the room picking up your phone and kissing his lips softly

you-bye, get some clothes on
you whispered running your hand down his chest and he giggled letting you go

sorry if there are any spelling mistakes