𝐔𝐥𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 - ☆ 𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐥 kaulitz

☆ real eyes realize

I wake up in bills arms, I smile to my self watching him sleep he looks like an angle. "Wake up bill" I whisper in his ear, he groans waking up, "how you feeling? Are you okay?"he asks, "yeh why wouldn't I be?" I tilt my head. "Well last time you killed someone you hated me" bill said, "I'm fine bill" I chuckle.

"Where you going?" Bills asks as I walk into his closet taking his hoodie and a pair of black joggers, "I'm going out with Ryan" I said sitting on the bed, "fine but don't be out too late" bill said kissing me.

"And I will go see what blue is up to" I said winking at him before leaving the room, it feels wrong that I'm gonna go stalk blue later on. My phone started ringing, I pick up hearing it's Ryan, "where are you I'm waiting outside of your house" Ryan said, "I'm in bills house Ryan" I chuckle, "okay send me the address I'm coming" he said turning off the call, I shrug my shoulders sending him the address.

After some time he came with his car, i ran in giving Ryan a side hug before closing the car door, "what's wrong?" I asked him as he looks worried about something. "Listen Mara me and the group are leaving tomorrow and we want you to come with us, it's not safe have you seen the news?" Ryan said making me confused, I know what the news is about it's no surprise that Mrs Quinn is on the news but I'm confused at why he wants me to come home.

"I'm not going back there Ryan" I said breaking eye contact, "why because off bill?" He said as his jaw clenched. "Can we talk about it later? I wanna see the group before you guys leave" I sigh. "Fine" he groans.

With the group

"Why can't you come back" flora said with a sad tone as I told them I'm not going, I just can't now.

"Sorry" I said hugging her, "it's okay but you better come visit us" she said kissing my cheek, "of course I will" I smile, "can I talk to you for a moment?" Ryan said I nodded following Ryan somewhere no one is.

"I saw blue taking pictures of you and bill when you guys was hanging in the park" Ryan said making my eyes widen, so bill is right about blue? Is she really trying to do something. "I will talk to her later" I shrug my shoulders acting like it doesn't have an effect on me but it really does. "I'm gonna miss you Mara" he said hugging me, "me too Ryan but don't worry I'm still gonna come see you guys" I said cupping his cheeks and suddenly he kissed me. My eyes widen in shock as I move away from him , "Mara I like you" he cries little tears, "Ryan your like a brother to me" I said as I felt a tear drop because our friendship is now ruined, "shit sorry please don't tell me i have ruined our friendship" he said putting his hands on my shoulder shaking me a-bit as I am just processing this whole thing, "no you didn't Ryan" I said wiping away my tear hugging him, he didn't and nothing has changed he just made a mistake but bill he can't find out or else he will kill Ryan.

"I have to go now" I said as I remembered I have to stalk blue.

"Okay goodbye Mara" he said hugging me once more, I hug the rest of them as my cab waits for me, I get into the cab telling him blue's location.