Broken

Unfixable

Everything changed me and I don't think you can save me.
I said I wanted to live and not just survive,
But that was before I started losing my mind.
I need to get high so my emotions won't show.
But the crystal is wearing off now,
I'm starting to feel low.
I'm becoming more and more toxic
And I'm pretty sure there's no way to stop it.
Every time I think I'm getting better,
I'm reminded once more that this is forever.
I'm holding on to something that I want to release.
I can't let it go.
I'll never be free.
I'm not the same person that you used to know.
That girl left my body a long time ago.
I know you can see the change in my eyes.
They keep getting darker from all of the lies.
You want to take my pain away
and bring me back to life.
I only wish you knew that you're just wasting your time.
It's not about the danger.
It's the power that I crave.
It's the way that my mind is set to behave.
I've turned in to someone that I didn't choose to be.
It was triggered by something that became too much for me.
It's no surprise that you're responsible for my demise.
You're never gonna be the one to save me
Because you'll always be the one that made me.
You can undo the things that changed me.