Broken

Fatality

You're in my head again.
Why can't I make this nightmare end?
You're filling my eyes with illusions and lies.
I wanna see the truth,
I wanna understand why I can't get rid of you.
I tell myself it's all in my head.
But that only works until reality sets in.
The reality that nobody cares unless you're beautiful or dead.
There's only one way out when your reality lives inside of your head.
It breaks me down just to play with the pieces.
The monster inside of me tries to retrieve them.
Somewhere along the way my soul became a game.
I gave up hope and exchanged it for beauty and pain.
No one understands the fatality of letting it go.
The suffering that I endure from every attempt at closing that door.
I'm trapped inside my broken mind.
Fragile lives need a little more time.
You get a rush from the high
When you hear the voice inside your head praise you for your lies.
But where will all the lost souls go when we let this disease eat away at our brains
and take control of every last attempt to scream?
Where will the survivors be when the battle returns?
Facing reality is gonna sting at first,
But accepting your fate is gonna hurt a lot worse.